Late night thoughts

In the depths of the dark night, i wonder. I wonder about everything. In comparison to the universe, i am a nothing. I am but a miniscule speck on the surface of a tiny, tiny planet. My mere existence goes unnoticed by almost everybody, and should i be alive or should i be dead; i am for the most part just a statistic upon this world we live in. Despite this, i have the capacity and ability to feel emotions so deep it quite hurts to think about them, i have the ability to disguise these emotions and hide them from the people around me, i have the ability to love, the ability to cry. I have the ability to spend money, to save money, to play sports, to play games. I am but a speck of dust; but i have the ability to do mostly anything i want to do. If we are all this small and yet this superbly complex, this in depth; i cannot help but think perhaps we were meant for something greater. Something way out there. Something we don't know about yet.