29 December 2012
A lyric I wrote when I was such a mess and in abusive relationship #cutter #death #lost #abandoned #alcohol #razor #pills #drugs -------------------------
Baby, since you've been gone The night seem longer, The night seem colder, The night seem darker, The night seem oh-so-lonely
I'm all alone There is no one beside me No one supportin' me Holdin', kissin' me, Comfortin', n keepin' me warm Baby, I've got no one to love I'm sittin' in kitchen and I-oh-I-oh Oh, I got alcohol in cup in my hand
As you know My whole world is Turned UPSIDE DOWN
I'm drinkin' again, drinkin' again Tears are fallin and I-I-I and I'm, I'm drownin' in my tears Heart is breakin' Breakin' into million pieces Watch me crumbles Watch me crumbles Watch me, watch me Watch me crumbles, tonight
The world is hatin' on me Family dyin', friends no longer is friends The world is hatin' on me I'm drownin' in anger, and rage I'm drownin' in hatered
Watch me crumbles tonight Oh, baby you think I will Oh, you think I will be ok Whoa oh whoa oh whoa I won't be ok at all
I'm drinkin' again, drinkin' again Tears are fallin and I-I-I and I'm, I'm drownin' in my tears Heart is breakin' Breakin' into million pieces Watch me crumbles Watch me crumbles Watch me, watch me Watch me crumbles, tonight
I'm drinkin' again, drinkin' again Tears are fallin and I-I-I and I'm, I'm drownin' in my tears Heart is breakin' Breakin' into million pieces Watch me crumbles Watch me crumbles Watch me, watch me Watch me crumbles, tonight
Tonight, tonight You are gunna find me Find me, find me dead 'Cause, you see I got this razor I got this alcohol, and I-I-I And I got this sleeping pills
I'm gunna be numb, Baby, all numb So watch me crumbles Watch me crumbles If that make you happy Watch me crumbles
Look at me, such a mess And I don't care at all Fuck you lil bitch, Watch me crumbles
I'm drinkin' again, drinkin' again Tears are fallin and I-I-I and I'm, I'm drownin' in my tears Heart is breakin' Breakin' into million pieces Watch me crumbles Watch me crumbles Watch me, watch me Watch me crumbles, tonight
Yeah, watch me crumbles tonight, TONIGHT....
(long solo sings on "tonight" as music fades)
Crumbles • Opuss № I