8 January 2013
I look upon soft and faded scars Scars that engraved upon skin, all over But they are so faded As if it's invisible As if it's never existed I look up and see people's gaze Upon other things
Eyes that never has laid upon me Unless I dress 'funky' Otherwise, I'm just another Ordinary girl, yet unordinary Gazing upon you all I wonder if you will ever know Truly know me?
I think not For your eyes never judge me Until I opened my mouth To speak, to tell true Then you adamantly judged Without even listening And really hear my story
A story that you will never Understand the pains Experiences the void Struggles with the The feeling of worthlessness The wrath of betrayal The addiction of the addicted
Unseen scars That are invisible Oh trust me, it is there I just heal better and faster I may seem weak They calls me The gentle giant
Oh but, you don't know Even I don't know My own strength, No matter how deep you or I cut Nor how nasty gash is Scars always heal But mine just heals much better
Some doctors say I've got top of line Immune system Some says I'm special But in reality I'm no one special I'm just norm, like you
Only I'm built differently Inside, there's an extra chromosome Inside, there's regeneration system And all that shit going on I feel like Claire from Heroes No matter what or how I do it I just simply don't die
Once I fell hard, Fell from 10 feet tall tree Landed hard on my elbow firsthand I knew and expected broken bone It swelled so much, turned black Then much worse than black & blue Surprised, doctor says its only sprained
I've got breast reduction And I cut And I've got eraser burns But nothing shows As if my skin never felt It's cold, and hard touch of steel As if it never experiences the pain
Searing pain of burning Shot throughout arms, legs, stomach The whole works But nothing shows And you will never know Nor see the truth Truth about my scars
The Unseen Scars • Opuss № I