16 May 2012
Chapter 7
"I wanted to apologize from you about yesterday." he sighed. At first I couldn't get it, I was like: " what did he just said?!". I couldn't stop myself from gasping loudly with daze. He chuckled to my reaction and scratched his neck's back. "you're surprised..."
"Of course I am! The dickest boy of the school is apologizing from me? What's your new plan Zayn? I thought you had given up on me!" I said, my voice was a bit louder than I planned.
"No...Crystal listen. I'm really sorry for what I did to you last year and yesterday. I was a mean pervert, I know."
"I'm glad you know what I think about you and nothing can change my opinion." I stated angrily, crossing my arms on my chest.
"No, please listen Crystal, for once in your life, listen to me please." he begged. What was he up to? I didn't know his plan but I started wondering what he'd say.
"Okay, I'll listen." I gave up unwillingly.
"You know, I've some feelings for you, if you call it like that."
"It was not just 'some feelings'. I call it an 'obsession'!" I protested.
"No, an obsession is not about feelings, it's about madness. I'm not mad Crystal. Since last year's first week, I've a crush on you..."
"You've been stalking me, that was madness. You tried to rape me Zayn!" I interrupted him.
"I was desperate Crystal, I've been wanting you so much but you were hating me, I know you still but..." he stopped to breath. "look, I'll change."
"Yes you're right, I hate you. And I know your type, you won't change at all."
"No I will. I promise you. You'll see, I'll be different from now on." he insisted, not letting me talk. Of course I don't believe in him, he can't just change with an apology, that's not so easy, especially for a dick like him.
"You done? Cuz I'm leaving." I stated impatiently.
"I know you don't believe me but you'll see..." he said. "I'm done now." he murmured looking at the floor.
"Okay, good." I said coldly before turning my back to him and leaving the class.
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"So?.." Louis asked, raising his eyebrow when I turned back to cafeteria and sat down.
"So?" I repeated him.
"What does he want?"
"Oh, just some shitty stuff, apologizing, I don't care though."
"Everything's okay, right?"
"Yup" I said, popping the 'p'.
"Good." he replied and continued talking to Liam. I sighed and picked my hamburger again to nibble it. I thought about Zayn's apology again, no sense. He was lying as usual, didn't mean it of course. But I was wrong then, he still has an obsession with me, okay, that's scary. Cuz I can't predict properly what he's capable to do...
"Crystal, you sure you're okay babe?" I jumped with Louis' unexpected question, turning back to earth.
"Umm...yeah, I'm good." I murmured, trying to look normal.
"You look so...thoughtful..." he stated.
"No. I told you, I'm okay...just not hungry." I stood up. "I've to find Mrs. Dean and hand her my homework. I gotta go." I made up a lie quickly and left the cafeteria once again.
I was planning to go to the gym class to exercise and relax a little when I saw Zayn and his 'tough guys' crew, standing next to the lockers at the corridor. I tried not to look by their side but Tony saw me as he poked Zayn with a smirk on his face, pointing me with his thumb. Zayn turned his head and our eyes met. He didn't do anything though, neither smirking nor making a pass to me, he just stared. I continued walking and turned the corner, leaving them behind.
The Change-part 7 • Opuss № I