25 May 2012
I take you into me, you make me feel good inside. The blood shot look and sleepless eyes I cannot hide.
You seep in my blood infecting every artery and vien. You stop my judgement but you ease the pain.
You're not good for me this I know. But now we are stuck and you won't let go.
Take a hit in my blood or up my nose. Nobody realy understands where it goes.
Take you in the morning when my day looks tough. I get to work but my boss see's im rough.
You've put me under this nasty ass spell. Every one around me but me can clearly tell.
Things have gone spiraling out of controll. Now out of a job i'm on the doll.
You're the reason my life's turned to shit. Yet day after day I take hit after hit.
I want to let go of this nightmare. Im not right, im well aware...
You felt so good at first you helped me before. You helped my pains but now you cause more.
I don't eat and I don't sleep. It takes the edge off when I weep.
I need help because im too far out of my mind. I've become the scum of all mankind.
Im not worth the doctors cash. Stealing money to get my stash.
I lay in my appartment laying on the floor. Im comatose but I still need more.
I take another hit in my right arm. With no clue for the extent of harm.
No one will come, its far to late can you tell? Stuttering and fumbling I weakly realise, I try to yell.
I think im just about finished. Sudenly my fears deminish.
Somone's here taking my hand, I feel the warmth she whispers it'll be ok. I get to hospital but im D.O.A.
For you see it was no human that said it was alright. I didn't make it through the night.
She took my hand and suddenly I was free from cocain. The angels took away my final pain.
Comatose • Opuss № I