14 July 2012
Faithless... Under pressure of a god so faceless. Expected to walk in his shoes, dissapointed tuts, This is my faith i'm starting to loose. Loosing myself, becoming something else an imprint of your perfect vision. Tierd of it, being me is my only decision. Every breath that I take is a defiant move away from you. I am nothing but a let down and a failure too. You're supposed to guide me but you end up crushing my spirit, I'm supposed to bow to you but i've reached my limit. You are suffocating me with your ways, trying to keep me safe. Flocked and hearded like sheep... This is our faith. You're scared to loose controll so you tell us of wolves and going to hell, alienating any one stepping out of line, saying 'to the devil's hand they fell'. Promis of a better land if we follow, if not we are sent to a land where our souls become hollow. You've kept me in line for far too long, pinning me down, telling me my way is wrong. Have you lived in the world you have created? The evil of this land is cruel, that's why you are hated. You expect your sheep to follow the shepherd safe and sound. Look how clueless you are, take a look around... So now i'm faithless jumping this ship, risking the sharks and drowing. Tired of our shepherd dictator ... He needs a reality check and de-crowning. I don't know what he expexted of me being put under this pressure, behaving how he want's to get into heaven at any measure...
Inspired by Linkin Park -Numb.
Faithless • Opuss № I