31 May 2012
Im in our home sat here alone, just thinking of you. Since you've gone away I don't know what to do?
You were so brave for dealing with your fears and pain... I have to admit my sorrow and hurt is hard to contain.
When you walked out of the door and whispered good bye. I knew that day what it meant to be able to cry.
You left me stood here waiting for you to walk back home. But you wern't coming back and I should have known...
You had no idea that your smile gave hope and of the joy you bring. But you were never happy till the angel's sing.
Honey I know you suffered and I did too. But was this something you had to put me through?
Leaving me here to pick up the bits of my broken life? I thought I knew you better you were my wife.
You made others lives better, you were so genuine and true. You just didn't understand how much you were loved... Did you?
I guess you felt you were to good for this world so you left it. Now i'm left looking for an exit.
You will never understand how bad I hurt and how much I cried. I never thought I'd see you leave my side.
The funeral is tommorow and so many are coming to celebrate your name. I can't help but feel that I was partly to blame?
I let you walk right out of this world and up to the sky, I wanted to stop you I really tried... I've felt alone and wanted to join you since the night you died.
So if I make this journey up to heaven do you promis me that you wont leave again? I have a gun in my hand and if you do I'll put the bullet through my brain....
This poem was inspired by a song from Hollywood Undead. Coming back down.
Gone... • Opuss № I