14 June 2012
Ok so we're done n' dusted and we're not exactly close friends anymore. We both said stupid shit and we kinda closed the freindship door.
I still think of you like nothing ever happened and wonder how you are? I'm kind of an idiot for not plucking up courrage to ask, you're not exactly far.
I know that saying dumb shit like 'If I could go back in time.' Probably won't help whats been done. I know that stuff I do sometimes has been really fuckin' dumb.
Even though we're not all good and theres nothing left for us to share. I'm the kind of person that if you need me no matter what... I'll be there.
Sometimes I do wish things were back to how they first had started. I wish that for once we could just act like we had never even parted.
I'm the kinda person that would be a shoulder to cry on and ears to listen if you needed. I've never been the selfish type to turn you away nor have I purposely acted conceited.
I'm an open book for you to read but i'm only 3/4 full. The blank pages are for you to fill if you need a dairy to write all you're bull.
No matter what's gone on or how badly we had fought. Theres one thing in my life that my parents always taught.
Never turn away from somone that will ever need a hand. Never leave them on the ground while your ok to stand.
You never know whats round the corner from now and you never know who you might need. Even if 99% of the time we're at each others throat arguing over nothing i'd still hear your plead.
I'm pretty loyal like that and I really wish you could see. That even though we're not exactly friends you once meant somthing to me.
If you are like this and know what I mean you're a good friend too. You'll understand that even though we don't get on i'll be missing you.
Just A Note To Say: • Opuss № I