29 July 2012

I've just had some tragic heart stopping news, I'm on bits right now, curled up in my room crying. I've never... Ever felt such agony and anger... I don't know what to say or do, I don't even think writing will help.

Charlie... If you can hear me baby boy... Please please wake up. You are so loved. Your family are praying you wake up... Please sweetheart.... Wake.

My uncle just called in tears, my dad could barely understand, knowing something terribly wrong has happened my dad tried to calm him best he could. He kept crying and muttering. My dad put him on speaker phone so my mum could talk and hear. Finally he stopped enough to tell us that Charlie my 3 year old cousin, who is in spain with his mummy, sisters and grandparents on a holiday. My uncle is at home in England, he told us on the phone that Charlie had wandered off and fell into the pool and drowned, only few minuets had gone before my aunt had realised Charlie had gone, frantic she ran to the pool first thing, found her baby boy, my lovely charlie face down in the water. She pulled him out and did CPR, he threw up water and is breathing. He is now in intensive care in a coma that the Dr's can't wake him from.

I don't know what to do, we're all crying but my uncle is 4 hours away and due on a plane in 3 hours or so... I'm sorry to put this on who ever reads but i'm in agony and I just need to talk... I don't know if I have faith, I just know I have Opuss I'm sorry...

.... Please wake.... :'(

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