15 February 2013
[Warning: swear words]
Paint my face with the rouge of a lovers words How inappropriate and vulgar I've become To cling to such an uncouth youth in revolt There's no water for this elephant in the room I lust therefore I am, I am consumed With black and white and hate and love And all the shades of melodrama in between When I had it all I hated every second And drank it down the river like an alcoholic Crushed it underfoot with such malice So no phoenix of forgiveness and fresh starts Could hope to be reborn and prosper From the lingering and waning ashes Having nothing is far more reaffirming It's all sent to test us and apparently The only way is up when you're below rock bottom I was right in my cynical presumptions Life is not worth living unless you're undressed And fucking, faking, lying, rolling in it.
I Told You So • Opuss № I