29 September 2012
Hey you,
Great to actually speak to you today on the phone; it was good to hear your voice. I've missed talking to you. Now I've found a cheaper way to call you I'll be able to talk to you every now and again. Probably just on Saturdays. And you can text me (when you actually have credit).
Not much to say really tonight, I replied to your emails with many emails - I kept forgetting to tell you things!
I was reminiscing again, thinking about the first time we...you know. You can't blame that one on booze, we hadn't been drinking. Granted, we both had colds and were dosed up on flu medicine (bloody hell, actifed is strong! I had to have a lie down after taking it) but I don't think that counts. I'm not even really sure how it happened. I was at yours, we had been watching stuff and just hanging out as normal. And...well you just looked so hot (despite the flu) and I think I started it but I'm not sure how. I just remember kissing you, then planting little kisses on your jaw and neck and...well, it was awesome. The rest, as they say, is history. Strange thing was, it wasn't even weird between us after. I don't know if it was just because we were such good friends or because we just both needed to feel...wanted or because I trusted you. But it was good. Right. I don't know, I'm rambling now. I know things were somewhat complicated for both of us back then, so nothing else happened for a long time. But I thought about that day a lot.
Anyway, I'm going to stop being embarrassing now and leave you be. Hope you had fun at the party tonight!
Love Kim xxx
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