16 July 2012
It's such a mess
A shame
A fucked up situation
A relationship
Or not
In love?
I don't know what you feel
Or what you want
And you won't commit
Or say it
But you give things away
In the way
You touch me
I've felt your kisses
Many times
Now it's different
Softer, lingering
And yeah we fucked
But not like before
You kissed my stomach
My thighs
Held my hands
Looked in my eyes
And after
You held me
And we slept
Like I meant more
Than a cheap whore
But today
As you got on the train
And walked away
I don't know if you want me
Or not
It's such a mess
A shame
A fucked up situation
And I don't know how
To live
Without you
Mess • Opuss № I