15 April 2012
It's always been about heartache,
And heartbreak,
So the wall went up,
And stays up.
Sometimes it slips
And you let me in
For a peek.
But if I get too close
To knowing the real you
The gap is closed,
I'm shut out in the cold.
And you say you can't deal with it,
Any sort of emotional relationship.
Excuses.
You obviously cry out for it.
And when I saw a tear fall,
You said you loved me,
But couldn't give me what I wanted,
That you didn't deserve it,
The wall didn't shut me out,
But rather shut me in with you.
And you say it's ok,
All the self-destructive behaviour,
Lack of purpose,
Self-regard, self-worth,
Blatant escapism.
It's not ok.
You deserve so much more.
You deserve it all.
Wall • Opuss № I