12 October 2012
~Warning: bad language and bad behaviour~
We have some exceedingly Fucked up ideas of fun, Involving cigs and alcohol, Nights in the gutter, You and me holed up In a dirty hotel room, Music and static playing on, Not making the sheets, Or our consciences, any cleaner; We both bleed mess And shit far too much To pretend to be Anything more than Sullied angels with Complex, inappropriate needs, That we somehow fulfil With love and empathy As we rape each other's Sense of right and propriety Right out of our life-worn, War-torn bodies, Our wrath against Law and expectation, A systematic day-by-day Loser's rebellion; You've never been one For should and could, Share and show and tell, I've always been no good At doing the right thing, And an expert at isolation, Bastard complex from birth, But together it's different, Our misshapen existences Somehow click in place, We're all we ever needed But never found before, Both graded, faded, Second class citizens A long-shot away from Societies norm, We make it all better with Slight-of-hand and Strategic misdirection, Drink and kisses, Smoking and fucking, Pretending we're not in it For the love and understanding, But you're Braille under my Blind fingertips, And you are too clever For your own good; You showed me a forest When I was looking for a wood, Together we're a danger To the inhuman race, Sarcasm and procrastination Chiselled in our dirty faces, But it's too late to restart, What life has put together, Let no man put apart.
We Are All We Have Ever Needed • Opuss № I