17 May 2012

Four years have past. Four years since the night that changed my life forever.

Everything that ever meant anything to me; my home, my friends, my family: all gone.

I still have hope, which keeps me going day by day. Maybe, just like me, mummy and daddy found other survivors and are still alive. I was one of the lucky ones. I was able to find safety.

I can remember those days after "it" terrorised this city, this world, as if they were yesterday. The hunger. The uncertainty. The mourning.

I had waited for my parents for two days, sitting by the door. Waiting for them to come back laughing, saying "we got you!" But they never turned up.

I started to realise that they were never coming back after those first two days. I still cry now at that thought. The hopelessness I felt at that point. The uncertainty I had in making my decision.

Had they returned later that day, seen I wasn't there and gave up looking? I will never know.

Now I am stuck with these people. I feel so alone. They're nice people and have looked after me well, but I just want my mummy and daddy back.

There had been rumours amongst the group, murmurs I had picked up on when the grown ups were talking. Rumours of people disappearing. Rumours of "it" returning. Uncertainty surrounds the group like a plague, affecting anyone who is subjected to it. Nobody knows what is happening, or who will be next.

It could be me.

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