Thoughts on my life. Stick around if you wantt
I hate it. I believe swearing is for people who have a small vocabulary. And after tonight, my vocabulary has gotten a hell of a lot smaller and there's almost not a damn thing left..
Nothing has ever felt so RIGHT before. He could be the worst and best thing that's ever happened to me. I've never felt so relaxed around anyone.
I've messed up. Very badly. He's never going to forgive me. I just can't get over the fact that HE DOESN'T WANT ME ANYMORE. He used to.
Every athlete has excuses, but champions NEVER use them. No one ever fell to the top of a mountain..
Maybe that's the thing that kills me the most. I know I'm not special. For ANYONE to be special or even different, they have to be surrounded by the people who are nothing and 'normal'. For...
No one wants to comfort me. Not my family, not even my own mother. No one will listen to what I have to say. No one cares and no one is concerned about how I feel. They don't understand.
Be true to yourself. You're the only person (on earth) who knows who you really are..
You could be the most ripest and sweetest peach in the whole world, but you have to remember there's always going to be someone who HATES peaches..
You opened the door for me, such a gentlemen, and we drove back to your house.
I feel so relaxed right now. The only thing that would make it better is if he would come over like he used to and we'd climb up to our favorite hill lookout and stare at the city until I fall...
I have no one to talk to. Don't have a best friend, a teacher, a counselor, a boy friend, a ANYONE to talk to. My parents are always busy and can't deal with my problems right now.
I wish there was a machine that you could hook up to your brain, and it would add up your thoughts, experiences and emotions and print you out a paper that tells you what exactly you're feeling.
If only I could try again. Fix everything; now I see the variety of roads I could've gone down. But no. Taylor took my hand and led me down the rocky one.
That awkward moment when you're reading though someone's posts and you're so taken by all the awesome literature that you begin to repost and like everything only to realize you're pretty much...
Let's be Opuss friends . Kik me: @jancypantss.
Lalalalalala... does no one want me to read any of their stories. :( is no one awake on Sunday's. At 6:54 pm. . Well that's what time it is here anyways. Heeeellloo. Someone say something funny. HA.
Once upon a time I was a musician. Not for anyone else, but just for myself. With drumsticks constantly in hand, my teachers would get annoyed.
Who'd have known I'd have to grow up so fast. Only 16 and life has hit me square in the nose. I don't want to grow up. Just not yet.
I'm about to rant. I hope you don't mind. Because I'm going to anyways.. Maybe something artful will come of it and it will make me happy :).
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First day of my junior year of high school. Any advice?.
"When you want to succeed a bad as you want to breathe, that's when you will be successful" and damn, do I want to succeed. BAD..
We had a Tarzan and Jane moment; then you scared me away with the wild side you failed to show before..
I don't read some of my followers posts. I'll appreciate your writings If you'll put up with my insecure thoughts. Just putting it out there;.
I'm sad, then too happy for my own good. I say things I don't mean and make promises I can't keep. No one knows what I am feeling, and no one seems to care.
This summer was supposed to be filled with adventures my best friends and I always planned. I never thought the one thing I'd be worried about is where I get to sleep tonight, and if I even do..
My house sold. And we got kicked out with not enough time to find a new place to stay. Probably the weirdest feeling.
Philippians 4:10 & 13 Not that I speak in respect of want: for I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content. I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me..
"If a man say, I love God, an hateth his brother, he I a liar: for he that loveth not his brother whom he hath seen, how can he love God whom he hath not seen?".
I decided I just need a place to go where I can get all my feelings out This seems like the best place I'll now be posting whatever I'm thinking at the moment.
Objects sparkle and shine. They shimmer like my grandmother's sweater that she only wears on half good days.
I know a man who is just as lost as I am. Wandering aimlessly up and down a road paved of others big footprints; looking for the one that hasn't been there before.
The next few posts of mine are some of my very best work and have been published in a local writing magazine. PLEASE take the time to read them and give me some feedback :) xx.
Why does this keep happening?. Oh wait, I know the answer. Because I'd rather fight with you than be without you. 143.
Let the clarity define youu. -Rob Thomas.
Love is not a victory march; Hallelujah..
Exert your talents, and distinguish yourself. And don't think about retiring from the world until the world will be sorry that you retire. -Samuel Johnson.