The place I come to express myself.
I hate that I still have feelings for you !. Always getting jealous over things I shouldn't be and I don't want to feel like that!. Why is it so hard for me to let go and move on. .
It's been months And for some reason I just can't get over us And I'm stronger than this enough is enough No more walking round With my head down I'm so over being blue Crying over you And I'm so...
Not really sure how to feel about it. Something in the way you move. Makes me feel like I can't live without you. And it takes me all the way. And I want you to stay. Ohhh the reason I hold on.
I wonder if I come to mind when you're in London.
I just want to pick up the phone and call you....
My heart breaks every time....
I found the perfect guy for me and I pushed him away... I'm a fool.
I wrote you a 2 page letter of how I'm feeling but hesitant on wether or not I should give it to you....
"So we've reach our very first valentines day together... A day when it's okay to be cheesy!. I'm so glad that I'm sharing this special day with you. There could be no better match...
"I really think that you could be the one for me and I could be the one for you. Whenever you fall, whenever you cry, whenever you feel down... You can count one me (like 1, 2, 3)".
I want to tell you that I miss you so badly but I know you won't want to hear it... I don't know how much longer I can suppress these feelings..
I've fallen somehow, feet off the ground Love is the cloud, that keeps raining down Where are you now.
Does he tell you he loves you when you least expect it. Does he flutter your heart when he kisses your neck.
Even though I was unhappy at times during our relationship, I'm more unhappy being out of it....
I wonder if we would ever get back together?.
It sucks when you know that you need to let go but you can't because you're still waiting for the impossible to happen..
It has already been over 6 months since we went our ways I'm still not over you and caught in a daze.
I can't stop missing you. Wish I was there with you. I can't stop missing you. No, no, no, no I miss the way you kiss And I miss you staying here 'til the morning, Miss the way you love me too much.
If she's amazing, she won't be easy. If she's easy, she won't be amazing. If she's worth it, you won't give up. If you give up, you're not worthy.
Do you ever think about me. Do you ever cry yourself to sleep. In the middle of the night when you're awake, Are you calling out for me. Do you ever reminisce.
Heart beats fast. Colors and promises. How to be brave. How can I love when I'm afraid to fall. But watching you stand alone. All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow. One step closer.
The attraction. The first hello. The butterflies. The innocent touches. The first texts. The first phone calls. The first meet ups. The first dates. The first time holding their hand.
Ever since the day I met you, it's like I can't think about anyone else. You're the only one who matters. No one else is even worth my time, because they could never compare to all that you are....
Love is like a rubber band. We keep pulling, someone lets go and it hurts the one who held on..
Happiness is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it will elude you. But if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder..
Depression is like one big, black hole. After it pulls you in, you can't get out. So, you spend countless nights crying yourself to sleep. You spend days in your room.
That little piece of HOPE we all hold on to....
I keep comparing others to you and it's driving me insane....
Guess mine is not the first heart broken,. my eyes are not the first to cry I'm not the first to know,. there's just no gettin' over you. I know I'm just a fool who's willing to sit around.
I miss his attention I miss his voice I miss having him here I miss his kisses I miss his face I miss that smile I miss that body I miss his laugh I miss his scent I miss his hugs I miss his...
I thought that things like this get better with time But I still need you, why is that. You're the only image in my mind So I still see you...
I told you how you hurt me, baby But you don't care Now I'm crying and deserted, baby But you don't care Ain't nobody tell me this is love I need you to tell me this is love You don't care.
This is more than the typical kinda thing Felt the jolts in my bones when you were touching me, uh oh Didn't wanna take it slow In a daze, going crazy, I can barely think You're replaying in my...
I just want to tell you. It takes everything in me not to call you. And I wish I could run to you. And I hope you know that. Everytime I don’t,. I almost do, I almost do.
Thought you were the one. You made me feel complete. The way you made me feel. When you said You loved me. Everything felt so right in your arms. Guess how I wasn't how you pictured the moment.
She ignores all the guys that want her because she's too wrapped up in the one who doesn't.
How did something beautiful turn so bad, how could he forget about all we had. I remember you and me, how it always use to be. can we go back to the times like that.
I can't imagine myself being with anyone else but you... .
You're everything I thought you never were And nothing like I thought you could have been But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that.
This is more than a typical kinda thing. Felt the joints in my bones where you were touching me, oh oh. Didn't want to take it slow. In the days, going crazed, I can barely think.
I know you're somewhere out there Somewhere far away I want you back I want you back My neighbors think I'm crazy But they don't understand You're all I had You're all I had At night when the...
If you ever leave me baby, Leave some morphine at my door ‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication To realize what we used to have, We don’t have it anymore.
I'd love to have a soul mate God will give him to me someday And I know it'll be worth the wait So if you're out there I swear to be good to you But I'm done looking for my future someone Cause when...
I've been thinking bout you. Do you think about me still. I remember, how could I forget. How you feel.
Every time I look at you, it's like the first time. You are the best thing that's ever been mine. -Taylor Swift.
Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street Faster than the wind Passionate as sin, ended so suddenly Loving him is like trying to change your mind Once you’re already flying...
I see you with her and it crushes me inside Guess I should stop thinking about you all the time Maybe this is what I needed maybe this is a sign Maybe I've been blind to reality, baby tell me...
I'm lying here sleepless in bed With thoughts of you in my head. How I cannot forget the past I wanted so much for us to last.
It's been 5 months and I still miss you. I don't know if I can ever let go....
Time to let go and move on.
We can’t love, not like this You broke me down, do I even exist .
Now you're gone I realised my love for you was strong And I miss you here now you're gone I keep waiting here by the phone With your pictures hanging on the wall Is this the way it's meant to be.
Why do I love you so much. When you're a love killer. Why do I give you my love. When you're a love killer. Baby you're like the worst drug. But you're a buzz killer.
Where have the times gone, baby its all wrong Where are the plans we made for two.
You make me so upset sometimes I feel like I could lose my mind The conversation goes nowhere Cause you never gonna take me there And I know what I know And I know you're no good for me Yeah, I know...
I'm missing you so much Can't help it, I'm in love A day without you is like a year without rain I need you by my side Don't know how I'll survive A day without you is like a year without rain...
After thinking a lot I can see that you've been rather selfish.
We knew this day was coming This was why we were running from it like we could out run it Wasn't like we had planned it But I understand that we got to do what we've got to do I know it be...
There's not a day that I don't end up thinking about you or wondering if you're thinking about me too... I'm going crazy here cos I'm still so in love with you even though you put me through so much..
After the break up Jenny cried for days They were then in the no talking phase. She still had confusions that needed to be cleared but finding out the truth was what she feared.
*Phone Rings* T answers "sup Jenny?!" *hears water running* Me - "what you doing??" T - "I'm showering!" Me - "the heck.
I only just got used to calling you my boyfriend but now I have to call you my ex....
“I had notice you changed slowly after valentines I thought it was just a phase and it would be fine. But after a while I questioned your actions It did not match your words so there were suspicions.
It became their 5th month of being together Things didn’t go well and it had got bitter. Words were said out of anger and frustration It then became a messy situation.
“I miss you so much I just want to cry why can’t time speed up and fly by. Distance is a dick I want to kick in the balls I can only look forward to your phone calls.
If you have a bf or gf and you truly love them and care about them you stay loyal to them. This means being loyal through words and actions.
Wished you cared a little more....
You know I've been hurt in the past and you said you would be there for me but where are you now.... At the first sign of hardship you want to give up already, thinking that it's best for me.
How can you say there's no point being with you, so easily after an argument... Even though I've thought about it often I've never acted or spoken on it..
So I've decided to ditch treating others how I want to be treated and gonna start treating others the same way they treat me. I think that's more fair.
"Outta the times when I know I should be smiling. Seems to be the time that I frown the most. Can't believe that we're still suffering. Cos I'm slowly breaking down. Even when I hold you close.
I let you in on a tiny segment of my thoughts and how I feel that you're neglecting me and I couldn't help but cry.
I try my best to appear strong but whenever I talk about my emotions or my thoughts my weak side just can't keep itself in and I end up breaking down. I have no control over it....
It then became the month of John's birthday 4 nights in Travelodge Manchester is where Jenny stayed. She had been unwell all week but soldiered through She wanted to spend time with just them two.
Take a moment to read this. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.
I miss the old you... Why did you have to go and change for?.
Define "deep" . I don't exactly know what topics are considered as deep. Can anyone share their opinions on what topics are "deep"?.
You don't understand how much pain and sadness I'm going through right now... It may appear to you that I'm okay but in reality I'm not.
You've just stopped trying....
I hate being the one that loves more than the other... I always end up feeling down because of it.
I want to find that spark between us, I want to have that insane drive and tension. To appear so desirable to you, that I'm all you want.
I don't know where this relationship is heading... It just seems like its slowly descending... There doesn't seem to be any progression. *sigh*.
Why does money always seem to be the issue?.
Just continue with what you're doing, the distance that you're building between us will make me care less and won't be crying anymore.
I don't know whats changed but seeing you on facetime today didn't make me light up like usual...
And again I wait for your phone call, how much longer are you gonna carry this on for. I'm sick of waiting... I'm just gonna go to sleep....
We were suppose to FaceTime each other tonight but I guess you forgot, we hardly do it now when we used to a lot.
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.".
Spring had arrived and it was a beautiful day It was John's turn to visit and he was making his way. When John arrived at Epsom it was his first time Upon seeing him, Jenny thought he looked fine.
February came and it was Jenny's turn to visit Her day faced many struggles and she was about to lose it But once on the train she fell right to sleep And moments later her and John meet John...
Jenny and John spent New Year with Emma and Nam and within a few days he had met half of her fam. Even though he was scared of the first meeting her family were all calm and gave him a warm greeting.
Jenny went to visit Jonathon up in Manchester they spent 5 days hanging out together. On the first night they had their first kiss Jenny had waited all week for this.
Jonathan had noticed Jenny way back in May little did he know that they would meet again someday. He did not approach her as he was shy She never noticed when he walked by.
Expectations just leads to disappointment. It's just best to not expect anything at all. That way you will never be disappointed..
You want space. Then I'll give you space. Don't complain when you don't like it.
The replies are getting more and more delayed, the affections you showed are no longer displayed. Are these signs that you're drifting away. Are you going to leave me astray.
I'm starting to become upset a lot these days because of you. My emotions are on a roller coaster ride here...
“Those few days spent with you went by too fast , I wanted to treasure each moment and make them last. To think about not seeing you for 2 months kills me, and with that thought it becomes a misery.
“It's been 4 months since I first met you, still every month I just can't wait to see my boo. A lot has happened in the month of February, compared to January where we both felt chán đời.
"In the month of January my feelings for you grew, I didn't realise how much I would miss you. I'm falling for you really fast, you’re like no other from my past.