I love doing stuff and if I don't get court all the better ????
Life is 1 long road and all we can hope for is to pull over to get some sleep but if your really lucky u get a moment in your life when you get a chance to open your eyes and see the beauty of this...
I miss this world. I'd love to just go back walk in the grass. feel the wind in my face have the sun on my skin warming me giving me hope for tomorrow. the cold kiss of the rain.
I Lie here in the dark you bay my side. I'm to hot. you have all the pillow your sleeping on my arm its gone num. because you insist on me holding you. your heir is in my face its driving me mad.
When your forgot u fade from the world and the more it happens the more people can't see you till one day your gone and the people that forgot you can't have you back.
I'm in a room with a million people but iv never been more alone .
For you. I crawl over land and water. For you I cross the desert and split the sky in two,. And turn my soul from all things,. To reach the place. Where I am alone with You.”. But your just a dream.
I sat on the settee listen to her cry I wanted to hold her tell her every thing would be ok But I got up walked away Every thing isn't ok.
I tex her all the time And hope she gets what I'm trying to say But doz (ok) mean yes or no. or I don't give a shit what your texing Can you help ?.
My life is full of Magic and I'm the wizard That conducts it all.
When we make love I can here your heart sing and feel your hands reach for heaven and your soul kiss mine I taste your tears on my lips and whisper the words that for ever keep you near I'm lost in...
They tell me to be a man But if I do I'll become a monster And no one likes monsters.
We're do u start when some one tells u the truth. How do u cope with it. When it's to much for you. When you just want them to stop telling you. You look in to there eyes hoping they see your pain.
Hold on to that love for as long as you can Because one day it will Be gone.
Here is the scariest words you will ever say to your self your friends family (I'm in love).
Just keep walking I promise you will End up just where you want to be.
The thing that's truly sad Is that one day all I will have are these poems of you and a broken heart.
There is a wall in my life as long as the days iv lived. So hi I can't clime or look over it. It stops me seeing the things I need what I want what's best for me.
I sit on the settee. As the clock tick tocks. As the cars go buy. Every 1 is in bed. I'm all alone. I have time to think. How my day has been. What I will do tomorrow. Some 1 go's to the toilet.
Your touch is like the sun on my skin your the life that fills my lungs I closes my eyes see your face you are the light that lights my way in the dark moments of my day You are my happiness.
It's funny I can feel like my world is falling apart And all it takes to make it all right is my son saying I love u dad It's funny how much we really don't need to feel happy.
I had a row with her. I z things. Called her. I never wanted to see her again. I don't think she loves me. I don't no if I love her. But my soul can't live with out her.
I'd slept for a 1000 years alone and cold then I woke up and saw your face and I lost my soul to u the woman with the brown eyes and the night for hair.
I c now I'm a bully and I don't wat to bully u I have wreaked wat we have and I'll pay for it u r the best I cud ever have but I have nothing to give and u should have more I'm sorry for being me I...
Here she come. The woman of my dreams. Of my nightmares. She looks at me. With my heart in her hand. Her painted nails of blood red. Cutting in to my beating soul. A smile of the devil him self.
How can u love me. I'm a monster. I just hurt. play games. Make life bad for every 1. I'm good at all the sinful things. I make you forget the good things you have in your life.
So your calling me a coward. Because I killed my self. I'm selfish coz I ended my life. But there's we're I have you it's my life to do with as I please. Not yours.
Don't forget to smile. I remind my self. Say the words you practised. that's it looking good. just a bit longer. I know there talking. I just don't care what there saying. It looks important.
How come when there up set I'm there for them How come when I'm up set there down stairs watching fxxking tv asking from a far are you ok no I'm not but I'm not telling you.
I woke and turned to see. My reason for being. The sun playing on her Hematite coloured hair. Her warm arms Wrapped around me. Only the softest whisper of love on her lips.
I look up to the light It blinds me But still I look Still I walk Down that road Back to my queen of hearts.
I am a warrior A night And you Are my Queen of hearts.
There are dreams There is hope There is darkness And in all of this Is you my love.
My days are to long Hold me my love.
I was bad again went out with the woman I love spent the day being kids never more than a hand away.
I never knew how short life was till I had them before them life meant nothing. But now I'd come back from hell. Just to see them. renounce heaven. Just to touch them. If they were the sun.
There is no way of saying. How much I love my sons. I love them so much. I miss them when they're here. It hurts so much I think I'll explode. It hurts to know that one day I'll have to Leave.
I hope that one day I can go to sleep.
A touch from her My sons sleeping Or just forgiveness.
I only love in black and white one makes me happy one makes me cry Both make me lie I don't know why.
It's funny.
I read about a man and his tower how he'd built it tall and strong to last for all time. It made me think about my own tower. I call my life. how iv built it tall and strong.
Iv got to stop being me You know the funny one The one you can rely on I want to be like you only half there only half listening I bet right now your not really reading this ya!!.
Hope is all I have that one day I stop being me and become what she thinks I am.
I want it back the way it was just me and her before I became the devil. That man you see on the tv the one saying its not his fault it just happened. Well it's not like that.
I Liy in my bed with a women that does her best to keep me warm but it doesn't matter how many time she tells me she love me I can't get warm the fire in my world has gone out I miss the warm.
What do u do When you don't ever want to hurt the one that loves you But you love the one you can never have.
God gave me a heart He gave me a woman to love Then he gave man a book that says I can't be with her because I'm not the same.
I walk in silence and lisen to the world sleep. Feel the soft earth. under my feet. I look to the sky. it's Full of possibility. You can looses your self in it.
If gold oil and diamond. are the most important things. in this world. then I'm the riches man alive. because iv got a woman with skin as brown as the purest oil. eyes that sparkle like diamonds.
People like being sad coz it's so hard to be happy I love hard work You get payed more .
Just because you feel a bit sad and things aunt going your way and my be mummy and daddy didn't tell you they love you enough doesn't make u depressed its not all ways about you ok GIVE stop Taking.
I don't know who's on who what time it is. If its hot or cold. Day or night. My skin burns. My lungs tingle with electricity. I need to be some were. And this women is my Destination.
This world is full of love and wonder so way do you find it so hard to feel it . "My be it's you".
You all need to do is stop reaching out for some one to love and give that beautiful person in the mirror some love and every one will come to you.
I hope you all get what I'm saying sorry I'm dyslexic and can't read what I'm writing.
She needs better than me She gives me every thing I don't have a thing she needs All I do is drive her mad Make her cry But she is all ways happy to see me I don't get it.
I know a Muslim woman. She is so beautiful. I tell her every day. I tell her I love her. That my life is hers. She tell me of her love for me. But I will never have her.
I want to choose who I fall in love with if you don't mind. I want to be the one that says ya I really love you. I want to be happy with the one I love.
Love it's so hard You only no your in it When you are sad When that person Isn't there When they are there your Happy and that's not love.
Y do I do all this. Y do I smile. Y do I laugh. Y do I pretend. Y do I let people down. Y do I hurt people. Y doz my wife love me. Y do I love her. Y do I miss her. Y do I hate my self.
So iv done it give up the love of my life the one that really got me I'll never see her again I'll never really be happy again pain like this can kill you and I can't tell any one how I feel.
the only time this world was at peace was when there was no religion.
This world is all we have this 1 moment in time That's it no more it's not a test So don't get it wrong ok.
I mean I'm not scared if god is true but what would all them people do if I was wright.
If god is real then he knows I'm a good man I have no need to get on my knees and pray all the time.
The universe ask u for nothing but for you to live good or bad it doesn't care just make more of you that's it that's life It's us that choose to fill it with shit.
How come people with Faith spend all there time scared of it not being true I'd love to be wrong.
I work coz I'm forced to by people that want things from me so did god make me so he cud force me to believe in him.
Why do we do what we do knowing its not going to work. why try so hard. why even getting up scratch your ass is to much. when the people you love only let you down.
It's not whats in my head It's what's in my heart that hurts.
I just want to be with her hold her kiss her. put my arms round her tell her every thing is going to be ok. that 1 day I'll be hers. that I'm free to stay all night. but in stead I have to tell her.
It's funny but have you noticed that single people all ways tell you that there not lonely and Cupels say some times there so lonely it makes them cry my be the single people should go out with the...
Iv spent a life time looking for me. Some time I'm happy with what I find. some times I'm sad with what iv become.
I love to fight. I'm empty. my body. my soul. my mind are all one. My breathing is slow. my hands steady. I see only the win. only the end. only me. I weight for him to loses. I step forward.
In the dark we are all the same colour so close your eyes and fall in love.
My girlfriend is brown I only know that cos every one tells me all I see is the most beautiful woman in the world.
I'm sorry I never bowed down when god asked me. I'm sorry. But god made me first made me above all the Angels my name is morning star.
My mouth tell horrors But my heart never lies I'm sorry.
Love is a drug I will Lie cheat steal sell my world if she asks Because I love her with all my heart.
I'm in love. I no its true because. I feel so sad so lost. I'm alone so much of the time. I feel like a stray dog looking for a home. just one kind word. a single touch.
Killing time is one way of shortening your life you need to fill it with moments so you can spend them when it's time.
It's nice to be important But it's important to be nice I herd it at a rave at the beginning of the 90s never forgot it thank u scooter.
You only need wings On your dreams To take you to the places You love the most.
As u sit and read this note or u my be standing just remember ever dream every moment starts with this moment just you thinking of wat u can do plz remember u are full of magic and u can do any thing...
If I died on the cross for your sins and I know I'd be resurrected and go to a better place and Live for ever can I really say I made a real sacrifice for you when men die for people they don't know...
Way do I love some one who loves me when I'm there when I remind them When I kiss them Hold them Way do I love some one that doesn't love me but loves being with me.
I spent some time thinking what I should tex what I really wanted to say to her to show her. how much I loved her needed her. so I tex every thing.
To day was the day I told this girl I love her told her my heart was hers but she was Busy listening to what she wanted to here not what I was saying.
Some day some one will walk in to your life and u will realise way it never worked out with any one els.
My life has so many twist & turns so many ups & downs I don't remember ever paying to get on this roller coaster when I got on I didn't know any one when I get off I'll never see them again.
I watch tv my life is nothing like the sxxt I'm watching.
Loves a funny thing I Guess that's y she laughs at me when I'm naked.
I'm told I should love that I need to be loved but it's all ways by people I don't love and don't love me.
How far do you think you can get before u meet your self ?.
I was at dinner last night and I noticed a man staring at me I looked at him he looked at me I was Sure I new him but I'd not seen him in a long time I smiled at him he smiled back he look very sad...
It's not we're you are that make you here it's not the street you live in its not the people you meat Or the people you no its the hole you leave when your gone.
I sat and watch people today just doing there thing no one new I was there but I was do you think god has days like that.
If god is in all of us are we in god and if we are the same thing what are we looking for ?.
I can only bleed for so long before my heart stops.
If your dreams don't have wings WALK.