19 September 2012
One reason I am here, waffling on here, is simply because I am worried about forgetting everything. I've had quite a few dreams of me 'having lost all my memories, or part of my brain, or missing a few years, and having 'recollections' of people but absolutely NO idea who they are. Unfortunately, there is some truth in this, already. Not that I see this as a foregone conclusion, and if I 'lose all my marbles' I frankly won't know, now will I?? I have always been particularly forgetful, and literally forget something important most days anyway. I find it funny, too that there are some words, I cannot recollect. Take for instance, my nieces' musical instrument, I just DONT remember what it is, and even if you told me, I'd not remember later anyway. There are tools I use, that I just call 'thingie' or the yellow handled thing, or even a place I go to work, that I can't remember the name of, I now just say 'up north' or 'near Wembly' What's so odd, is if I know it's near there, the street, and even the name of the tube station closest, why can't I remember the 'proper name'???
(when I wrote that piece on my 'nieces', I had to look up stringed instruments, and guess that hers was the one in the middle, cos its not a violin)
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