21 April 2012
I remember the first time I fell in love. I was 13 years old and I fell for a boy in my school and of course I thought that he was the cutest and most wonderful boy in the whole world! Since I had never been in love before it was a new experience for me. I was completely up in the clouds, only thinking about Him. It felt as if I was floating and that the sun was always shining on me. Every time I saw him my heart was pounding and I got shaky and a warmth spread in my body. But that was just the beginning of it; after a couple of weeks I got in touch with love's darker and not so sugar-sweet side. Me and Him had become pretty good friends and I got the feeling that he really liked me, and so one day I told him that I was in love with him and do you know what he said? He said "Okay". I asked him if he liked me and do you know what he answered? His answer was "No". And he walked away from me and never talked to me again. But that wasn't the worst part. He got together with one of my best friends about two weeks later. She, my friend, told me that He had been in love with her the whole time and just used me to get to know her. I don't know if that was really true or if my so called friend just made it up, but it didn't matter; I was devastated and heartbroken anyway. And it took me quite a while to get over it. Eventually I did, but I didn't forget Him completely because no matter how badly it ended, He was still my very first love.
My First Love • Opuss № I