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I'm in one of those moods again whereby everyone around me has done something wrong.
Teen, curiously religious, love photography, wish I could be a professional at something, a bit confused about life but I've been told it gets better :)
I'm in one of those moods again whereby everyone around me has done something wrong.
I wish that I could find more like minded people #hardships.
I done with talking about you, it just feels pathetic now.
It's like we're on a train that's running at 200mph, but it would be nice to be able to get off and just stand on the platform.
I hate that those few words were so meaningless to him and yet they meant the world to me #patheticfeelings.
Why does happiness have to be a goal, why can't it just be.
How can I want someone so badly when I've only spoken to them once.
Why is happiness so hard.
Maybe it's melodramatic but the fact that you don't care kills me every time I see you even if its just in the corner of my eye.
Wink faces are never appropriate because they're always gonna be cringey.
It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a single man in possession of a good fortune, must be in want of a wife. - Jane Austen.
I feel something so right about doing the wrong thing I feel something so wrong about doing the right thing Everything that nearly kills me makes me feel feel alive.
When I say it it out loud, it sounds pathetic, but in my head, it makes me crumble #why #whatiswrongwithme.
Sometimes, the want for something to be between you exceeds the reality of there being nothing.
I knew today was gonna be the bad one after all of the okay days, but I didn't expect it to be this bad.
I wish that I was beautiful or at least believe that I was beautiful.
If I had just lasted a few more days then I may have defeated my gremlin but I just could hack it, the temptation was overwhelming.
Went out for a meal last night with some friends I guess I tried to be happy but it was a real challenge to cover up how sad I was truly feeling why couldn't I have just enjoyed myself.
I think I'm turning into a recluse. I get so frustrated at people who won't stop talking to me at the moment but I can be rude because I won't feel this way tomorrow and it will be too late.
Why does my heart persist when my head is saying give up he doesn't like you, does my heart know something that my head doesn't.
So tommorow is the day, Everyone's gonna be trying to converse But I don't want them to, do I. I just want to be left alone to feel how I feel, But what if I get lonely an want them back. What then?.
I know that I'm quiet but that's just because I can't be bothered to talk but does that make it okay for people to ignore my existence.
I feel so tired but I can't sleep #arggh #coldplay #lyricstplife.
Sometimes I wish that I could just disappear and stop getting in everyone's way.
I feel lonely even though all I want is for people to leave me alone.
I'm fifteen years old. I don't know what love is. Do I?.
I want you but you want her and you don't realise the effect that is having on me.
Why can't I just let go and enjoy my life. Why is that so difficult when I am so unhappy?.
Today was supposed to be really fun but I just didn't feel comfortable and I felt seriously sad about my life.
Twitter an Facebook are for telling people what I want them to think I feel and opus is for what I REALLY feel #feelings #truth.
How can you tell if a boy that you've never spoken to likes you??!!.
So angry because of how frustrating and single minded people are - I have serious exams soon and I'm trying to revise but my entire family (parents included) are just carrying on being really loud...
I've gotten soo good in faking an interest/knowledge in soo many things!.
I don't know if there's actually something there or if I've just made it up in my head to make myself fell better.
When I look back on today it just makes me feel really cringey.
If anyone has any advice I would seriously appreciate it!.
I never really see you during the day and have never even spoken to you but all week I've been sensing your vacancy.
Somehow I manage to miss someone that I've never had.
I'm not sure if I like him or the idea of him.
I don't really know who I am or even who I want to e but I feel as if I owe it to others to find out.
Sometimes I don't wanna cry because I feel like I'm being pathetic and cowardly.
I have so many of my friends on twitter now that I don't feel like I can be as open as I was before.
I wish that my life was a Nicolas Sparks book/movie.
When I feel strong I regret saying the things that I did when I felt vulnerable.
I need some serious help!!.
Hey so I've just downloaded this, thought it'd be a good form of self expression....