I'm a people pleaser, a nerd and a little bit of a sweetheart with a dark mind.
I'm not going to promise for the thousand time To quit chocolate, Go to the gym more Nor stop running late. All I want to promise is to be happy.
Lying awake in the dead of night, Trying to fall with all your might. Wanting to let go, trying to loosen the knot, Trying to fall with all that you've got.
It's that feeling you get when no words come out, When all you want is to forget that you even tried, The palm of your hands sweat and you start to jitter, When yet again you know that you're still...
Something so black, so white, Something so wrong, so right, Nothing alike yet exactly the same, Two different bodies existing in the same name.
They can't control me, They said that they would, They said it'd help, Help like nobody could, But I've solved the problem, Figured out the clue, Now nobody can put me back, Not even you, You sit...
And suddenly I'm lost in your eyes, Falling deep into those heavenly blue skies, Holding so much hope in one small space, Dashed by the world, you're falling from grace, Innocent, bewildered the...
I just wanted to share some beautiful words my beautiful partner told me (well wrote me in a little note hehe). He may not be Shakespeare or have been able to say these words out loud...
(this is more words blasted down on paper, then reshaped to look like I'm not ranting or whatever hehe) A wise friend told me once the opposite of love isn't hate; That all the power is held with...
#disibilityaware My beautiful partner has had it difficult all his life. He suffers from a mild case of asperges. He was picked and teased all his life, called names and cast to the side.
Something oh so funny is fear, For what terrifies me most may come as a shock, Tis not a thousand serpent nor an unexpected knock, Tis not rejection, nor the thought of being alone, Tis not monsters...
I can't attack, I can't defend, I can't confront nor apprehend, I can't let go, I can't pretend, I can't forgive nor comprehend. I can't move on, I can't forget, I cant accept nor regret.
I'd just like to post a little note thanking all the likes, all the sweet encouraging comments and all the reports. I'm new to Opuss, but feel welcome and almost free.
It's like soaring, free, like some creature of another land. It's like feeling the icy pain of broken glass crushed in your bare hand.
Have you ever held such a secret. Such a secret that would surely reek havoc if set loose. Such a secret that would surely kill an angel heart, One that would shock all those around you.
(This is quite a rough draft, It was literally a string of thoughts that popped into my head when I was making a sandwich. I wanted to put them down on paper/screen just to see what they looked like.
Forgotten and rotten, Cold and controlled. Too Bitter; a quitter. For a faith grown too old..
She smiled and shrugged. Too scared to admit the shadows that she'd always hidden within. She felt silly staring at the floor but she wasn't sure where else to look.
That girl there, Sat in the corner all alone in her chair, Do you even see her. Does she even feel your stares.
Could you ever forgive me for saying no. For clinging on, refusing to go.. Could you ever believe this is how I feel. For comparing love to a battlefield.. Could you ever trust me truly deeply.
There's something about you, my mind won't let go, You captured me wholly, my heart and my soul..