27 April 2012
So many efforts to make you like me.
I keep your texts just so I can read them every night and keep you fresh in my mind.
I keep every little thing you tell me private just so I'll never see the angry side of you.
I text you, say hi to you at school, and talk to you over the headset connected to the xBox. :)
I'm nice to you and nearly every one of your friends just so you won't think I'm mean.
I give you nice comments each and every day so you'll know I'm nice.
I wear perfume, put makeup on, and pick out new outfits so there's a slight chance that you'll notice me.
But to tell you the truth, I don't know why I make the effort. You'll never notice me. I'll never make an impact on your life. And I most certainly will never become part of it. My efforts are all just a waste.
My Efforts • Opuss № I