Apathy
What is happening to me. Used to be flaming Now feeling only apathy, Uncaring about everything, everyone..
I write what I feel, even though I'm not that good at writing. This. Is. Me.
What is happening to me. Used to be flaming Now feeling only apathy, Uncaring about everything, everyone..
Tick tick tick Time goes by to fast Think think think My mind won't start Move move move I'm stuck here forever Speak speak speak There's nothing left to say Tick Tick Tick This moment's...
When all I have is gone And there's nothing left, I turn to them But they have abandoned me..
Listen. For once in your lives, Look deeper than the skin, Deeper than the surface, Deeper than the lies. Shut up shut up shut up. Silence consumes me, But the never ending noise isn't much better.
Work work work, Write write write. This is what we do at school. It's big, it's long, it's hard for some, This is what school is. During lunch we talk and laugh, After school we play sports or leave.
Would Scarlet blood against my skin glisten. Is there no one that will listen.
Urrkkk I re-dyed my hair today and got pink all over my ears..-_-.
Tomorrow imma dye the tips of my side swept bangs and the underside of my hair hot pink!!!!!!.
Oh my gosh we went to go see the hunger games (finally!!!!) with my best friends yovanni and jared last night and it was AWESOME!!!!!.
I have a solo in the song we're singing for high-school chapel tomorrow that I didn't know about till yesterday!!!!!!!. WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!. I'm gonna need it.....
Urrkkk my mom is pissed at me for no freaking reason....Dx.
I am your best friend. When you laugh, I laugh. You cry, I cry. You jump off a cliff, I claim your VALUABLE, personal belongings. :).
I. Love. How. That. Little. Voice. In. Your. Head. When. You. Read. Stops. At. Every. Pause. :P :).
I'm showing symptoms for the flu....WHY MUST IT BE THE FLU?!?!?!?. c'mon, what's wrong with just a little 24 hour head cold?!?. I mean seriously, the FLU?!?. Urrkkk....Dx.
Urrkkk I hate this!!!!. Sick for 3 days in a row now!!!!!. Dx mom says it looks kinda like the flu except not as bad, if that makes sense....oh well.
Urrkkk I hate this!!!!. Sick for 3 days in a row now!!!!!. Dx mom says it looks kinda like the flu except not as bad, if that makes sense....oh well.
My best friend got an iPhone as an early birthday present!!!!!!. I'm so jealous!!!!!!. Urrkkk....stupid t-mobile!!!!!!. Why don't you have iPhones?!?!?!.
My friend has two whippets, and I swear they're so full of energy it's not even funny!!!!.
If yuo can raed tihs lkie!!!!!. Olny a few popele wlil be albe to raed tihs, but I wnat to see who can and who cnat. :).
Some say silence is golden, But to me, silence is killer. I'm not sure why, But I can't stand silence. I can't sit it either. Silence and I are mortal enemies.
Ok last night I said that today at school I wouldn't talk unless I had to and see who noticed. Well here's how many/who: 1 person, my best friend at school named kristian. One. Freaking. Person.
Alright, so I've noticed at school that no one seems to listen to me.
I'm not sure why, but it seems like everyone keeps trying together with someone. First, this really nice guy who I could never see as anything EXCEPT like a brother.
Sometimes it's hard being the only one to hold out hope until the end. Its like everyone is trying to push you down. Get you to stop being so cheerful and nice through everything.
Since when did politics get racial. the next president can be black, white, Mexican, Asian, whatever it doesn't matter. As long as he/she follows constitution I'm fine with them..
Let's play a game. First its My turn. I tell you everything. Let you into my heart. Open up my life and give you my trust. Now it's your turn. You tell me lies. Tear up my heart.
You were away Far away. Not fighting a war, like I know some people's dads are. But still in a barren, frozen land. And at least you come home. Almost guaranteed, actually. But I still miss you.
You laugh, I laugh. You cry, I cry. You jump off a cliff, I claim all your personal belongings. :).
They're like evil little monsters That eat away your life. You tell one, And somehow it multiplies itself. It grows and boils inside To the point where you find yourself drowned in them.
What qualifies for beautiful. Some people say it's outer beauty that counts. "you only have to be hot for me to love you." No. That's not true beauty. Hot and beautiful are completely different.
I know I'm not the only one.... Sometimes I feel so alone. Left out of an inside joke A, "you had to be there" moment. Sitting at lunch Laughing at the things my friends say But they never hear me.
Night, at some point, makes you thoughtful. Darkness surrounds you, And you can't help but to close your eyes And think. Think about the day you just lived.
Listen!!!. No one hears me.... Hello. If I hear you, you should hear me. Shut up!!!!!. Just for a minute stop talking please..
Why is prom such a big deal. It's just a dance...
I can't help it if some of my hair falls out when I'm brushing it and it falls on the floor. It's not my fault if the vacuum cleaner is making a weird noise or if the Internet won't work on my phone.
Heard a carol, Mournful, holy. Chanted loudly, Chanted lowly. Till her blood was frozen slowly. And her eyes were darkened wholly. Turned to towered Camelot.
I miss how we laughed at the stupidest things. I miss how you said "darn it" with your accent.
When will it hit me. You're gone, never mine. Always blind. Never seeing I was the one, or what I could do.
Verse 1: I can't breathe You walk right by me but don't see who I am (I can't breathe) And What you don't know's what I'd do to hold your hand And she won't ever see Everything that you could be,...
Loud but small, Can be bright at night but normal at day. Hated by most; only lobed by those who love the day. What am I?.
So many events today..braces come off at 11..talent show at 7...
A blonde and a brunette are rooming together. The brunette goes out grocery shopping, and when she comes back, she sees the blonde with a rope tied tightly around her waist.
What do I do now. Talent show is tomorrow!!!. I need to practice.....
X=y•3 What the heck does that mean?!?. Botany is the study of plants. What does that matter to me with my plans?!?. Jim bowie was attacked in the night. Oh what a fright!!!. For him.
What am I feeling. Everytime I hear your name My ears perk up. Whenever I see you I'm not the same. I can't stop thinking About you and me. And what are we supposed to be. Do you feel the same.
I can't believe I've come this far From where I was last year Before so sad, so longing, everyday a tear. Now so free, so happy, I love my friends who laugh with me.
I tell you to stop before I get mad You say no I don't want to. I say stop and punch your arm You get mad and hit me back.
I will love you Till the world ends. You will be forever mine. Even though you hurt me With all of your bitter sweet lies.
When will you see me For who I am not who I was Why can't you see The beauty inside Not the scars on the surface. I am who I am Not what anyone wants me to be You are who you are even if you hurt...