They tell me to be myself and then judge me for the same. Instagram and twitter: @Kelleykusak. :)
I still remember the look on your face lit through the darkness at 1:58. The words that you whispered for just us to know; you told me you loved me so why did you go away.
I keep telling myself that you being gone is a good thing, that I need to take it as a chance to get over you, to stop caring. But how do I force my heart to believe the lies I try to tell myself.
Forever is a long time. And time has its way of changing things..
We like each other. You fall and pull me down with you. You catch me. We get busy. You get busy. You never have the time. You never make the time. I wallow in self pity. Always waiting for you..
So you're gone and I'm haunted and I bet you are just fine. Did I make it that easy to walk in and out of my life?.
Goodbye my almost lover, goodbye my hopeful dream. I'm trying not to think about you; can't you just let me be?.
It's almost unbelievable how one word can be so lethal..
They tell me to wait for a guy that pursues me. A guy that will make an ordinary moment seem magical. The kind of guy that brings out the best in me and makes me want to be a better person.
I find my self comparing you to him more than often. And the sad part is, you always come up short. I don't know why I put myself though this.
Boy, you're so crazy. Baby, I love you forever, not maybe. You are my one true love. You are my one true love...
They will not force us. They will stop degrading us. They will not control us. We will be victorious..
Trying to get over you. Nah, I ain't even gonna try anymore..
Just give me some time while I think about us. I'll tell myself that I'm fine, I just need to get over you. I need to leave you..
If you ask me how I'm doing, I would say I'm doin just fine, I would lie and say that you're not on my mind.
Some people are meant to fall in love, but not be together..
Why is it that most of the time the hardest thing and the right thing are the same?.
Maybe you want me, maybe you need me, maybe you started to compare me to someone not there.
There are some people you just keep going back to. I am right in front of you, and you begin to wonder if you could find a better one compared to me. And I'm in question..
Why do you have to show up in an old t-shirt that I love. Why do you gotta tell me that I'm looking good. I don't know what you were thinkin' or what you were doing moving in for a hug..
The truth is I miss the way things were. The way we were..
I don't know how to get over someone as dangerous and tainted and flawed as you..
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone. You're gonna miss me by my hair you're gonna miss me everywhere, oh, you're sure gonna miss me when I'm gone..
Those three words are said too much, then not enough..
I don't have a diary. I do, however, have an opuss. :).
Don't make me sad, don't make me cry, sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough, I don't know why..
She said she was trying to be so perfect because deep down she never felt good enough to be with you..
People were created to be loved and things were created to be used. The world is in chaos because things are being loved and people are being used..
But how can I move on when your fingerprints are still on my heart, your voice still echoes in my head, your smile lives just behind my eyelids, and every time my mind wanders..
I'm falling even more in love with you; I'm letting go all I've held on to..
Don't listen to your mind, it mixes up memories and fantasies..
You didn't love her. You just didn't want to be alone. Maybe she was just good for your ego. Or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her.
Just for once, I want someone to be afraid of losing me..
It's all just a game to you, and you're winning..
Its not the fear of moving on that scares me, it's the fear of never going back. They never told us how much it would cost to choose in life.
I never told you, but I was falling in love with you..
How do you look at someone you love and tell yourself it's time to walk away?.
Words don't hurt, guns don't kill, knives don't cut, hands don't steal..
You ignore me, so I ignore you. But we both know that we're on each other's mind. Why do we play these games. Why do we have to make it so complicated?.
You had your problems, and I had mine, but when we were together they seemed long gone..
You tell yourself that sometimes you just want to be lost, when all you really want is to be found..
I'm just a girl, trying to find my place in this world..
All those people. They lied to you. It doesn't get easier with time. It doesn't get easier at all. You just learn to live with the pain. It's always there, though, of course.
I need to stop comparing myself to the people you want me to be. Either you want me or you don't. I'm not changing for you. I'm done worrying. Take it or leave it..
A simple step to happiness: forgive them even when they aren't sorry..
One day you're going to have to stop hating who you are..
I don't allow myself to fall in love with you. I don't like people having the upper hand over me. That's what love is right. Someone having the opportunity to break you at any given moment..?.
I belong with you; you belong with me. You’re my sweetheart.
My best days were some of your worst; I've finally met a man that's gonna put me first. While you're wide awake I'll have no trouble sleeping, 'cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even.
You don't even realize what you do. I hope you fall apart without me..
The best way to not get your heart broken is to pretend you don't have one..
So I start a fight because I need to feel something, and you do what you want because I'm not what you wanted..
I wish you'd wrap me up, wish you'd steal a kiss. I wish you'd make me feel wanted. I wish you'd call me yours, wish you'd hold my hand forever, never let me forget it.
I can love you better than that; I know how to make you forget her. All I'm askin' is for one little chance, 'cause baby I can love you better..
And it's over and I'm going under but I'm not giving up I'm just giving in. Slipping underneath.. So cold but so sweet..
One day, you're 17 and your planning for someday. And then, quietly, without ever really noticing, someday is today. And then someday is yesterday. And this is your life..
Time; it's taking its sweet time erasing you..
'Cause we are broken. What must we do to restore our innocence and oh, the promise we adored. Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole..
No matter how much I fight it, I always seem to fall into the same pattern with you. There's no stopping it.
And now, it's coming clear.. that I don't need you here; in this world around me, I'm glad you disappeared..
First time you screamed at me, I should have made you leave, I should have known it could be so much better. I hope you're missing me, I hope I've made you see.. that I'm gone forever..
I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones, enough to make my systems blow. Welcome to the new age, to the new age. I'm radioactive, radioactive..
We can't be friends, it's just too tough. It's not that I don't love you, it's that I love you way too much..
We can't be friends, we both know that.. You can't tell me you don't love her and I've got no right to ask. So I'll pretend like I don't care..
I feel so much better now that you're gone forever. I tell myself that I don't miss you at all..
Why can't you want me like the other boys do. They stare at me while I stare at you..
Who are you when I'm not around?.
I don't like the person you are when you're not with me..
I hate checking my phone and seeing you didn't text me. I hate feeling clingy or annoying when I decide to text you. I hate waiting around for your reply.
I'm on the pursuit of happiness..
People say Hell is endless. They say it's our worst nightmare. But whatever it is, however it is, I say Hell is empty, and all the devils are here..