Why couldn't I find the strength
All I know wasn't right
Just let it slip on by
Same night after night
Nothing changed
I wish my thoughts could be heard by him
I didn't want to lose him through spite
The hand of my life where was your mind?
Words I never spoke
Thought my distance would show
Maybe the emptiness and pain that my eyes had shown
How could he just ignore my cries
Instead of a role model
He was teaching me to lie
The hand of my life , you left me wondering for ever why?
I would run from him, hide from him
But he would always find me
Worst place I could be
Was in my dreams where I couldn't see
How did he feel when he feed his needs
Did he ever stop to think of me
The hand of my life, your just repeating your own history.
He watched me grow from the outside
Safest , warm place I can only imagine iv ever known.
Then perfectly placed like a sugar bag in his hand
From that day on it was where i stayed
Until my roots embedded in the ground to grow stronger as I bloomed
Break away and start a new
Even though I still find finger prints of him, in my mind and ob my skin
I realize now I don't need him in my life and I'm still alive.
The hand of my life, your the only person who lost out in this life
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