6 December 2012
Why couldn't I find the strength All I know wasn't right Just let it slip on by Same night after night Nothing changed I wish my thoughts could be heard by him I didn't want to lose him through spite The hand of my life where was your mind?
Words I never spoke Thought my distance would show Maybe the emptiness and pain that my eyes had shown How could he just ignore my cries Instead of a role model He was teaching me to lie The hand of my life , you left me wondering for ever why?
I would run from him, hide from him But he would always find me Worst place I could be Was in my dreams where I couldn't see How did he feel when he feed his needs Did he ever stop to think of me The hand of my life, your just repeating your own history.
He watched me grow from the outside Safest , warm place I can only imagine iv ever known. Then perfectly placed like a sugar bag in his hand From that day on it was where i stayed Until my roots embedded in the ground to grow stronger as I bloomed Break away and start a new Even though I still find finger prints of him, in my mind and ob my skin I realize now I don't need him in my life and I'm still alive. The hand of my life, your the only person who lost out in this life
Hand Of My Life • Opuss № I