If I Had A Diary....
11th October 2012 I just have no motivation. I feel like my little world is crumbling. Im not wanted at my job, being forced out because Im ill. I didn't get the new job I wanted.
23yr old female trying to find my way through life.
11th October 2012 I just have no motivation. I feel like my little world is crumbling. Im not wanted at my job, being forced out because Im ill. I didn't get the new job I wanted.
7th October 2012 So today was one of those extremely tired days. I went to visit P but fell asleep on his sofa for over an hour.
5th October 2012 I felt happier today after my wobbly day yesterday my mood had improved. Obviously its true what they say, a problem shared is a problem halved.
#7 There was a growling, it seemed to come from every direction. Lexi sat in a crumpled heap on the floor as silent tears strolled down her face. She knew it was coming closer and closer.
#6 She had no idea how deep she had got into the forest, every tree looked the same, it was so dark, cold and eerie, there was no way of telling if she was going right, left, forwards or backwards.
#5 Lexi started to wonder the town, she was supposed to be seeing a group of girls from school but milling around the shops and hours of 'do you think he likes me?' Just wasn't her style.
#worldchallenge Isn't it odd how the world is split in two. Good or bad. Happy or sad. Isn't it odd how the world is split in two. Hot or cold. Fire or ice. Isn't it odd how the world is split in...
#4 He was back again, his ice blue eyes were a contrast to his pale skin and deep brown hair. He was intriguing and Lexi wanted to know more about him.
#3 She threw her bag on the nearest cardboard box. While the hired movers, had done all the hard work, no boxes had been unpacked, nothing told you people actually lived here.
#2 'I just don't get it, you drive by and everyone thinks this town looks beautiful, thats why we moved here' 'I know Lexi thats the point, you move here and you are trapped, they don't let you back...
She stood in the darkness not knowing what to do.
Im sitting here in my bed. Not knowing what to do. Theres a problem in my head. A heaviness in my heart. This life I live just isn't me. I shy away from who I am. I do not know who I can be.