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kianaaa

don't expect happy thoughts

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kianaaa
kianaaa
2013-03-12T03:36:50

Untitled

no amount of poems could summarize the sadness I feel inside of me.

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kianaaa
kianaaa
2013-03-11T08:01:19

Untitled

He's the sunlight in my eyes He's a bittersweet goodbye And I just can't you why I let him break my heart again.

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kianaaa
kianaaa
2013-02-27T19:09:09

is it normal?

is it normal to feel like this. to feel so alone, like no one cares. is it normal to feel like this. to feel like no one in the world would care if you died.

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kianaaa
kianaaa
2013-02-26T22:15:18

I am

I am as useless as the little bones in your ear. you are what keeps my heart beating. I am as empty as the as the bottle on my shelf. you are the only thing that keeps me breathing.

20 1 73 words
kianaaa
kianaaa
2013-02-23T16:11:26

And I cried

and I cried because. it was the best thing I ever had. and I lost it. gone. gone. gone. but you crawl out of bed. you get dressed. you go to school or work or both. you smile and talk. and eventually.

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kianaaa
kianaaa
2013-02-22T16:38:59

letters

isn't it strange how with a combination of twenty-six letters you can steal someone's heart and captivate their soul.

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kianaaa
kianaaa
2013-02-19T22:40:25

thinking about you

thinking about you hurts my head. but sometimes I force myself to anyway. because if I'm not thinking about you. I'm thinking about me. and that hurts a lot too. but at least when I think about you.

20 1 68 words
kianaaa
kianaaa
2013-02-18T00:08:15

Untitled

You cross my mind A lot.

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kianaaa
kianaaa
2013-02-09T05:38:27

pathetic.

I guess along the way I lost interest in things that I loved. all I can think about is this emptiness. it's kind of stupid to say that one boy caused all this damage inside of me but it's the truth.

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kianaaa
kianaaa
2013-02-09T01:16:49

breathe me

I have lost myself again.

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kianaaa
kianaaa
2013-02-07T21:46:49

Untitled

just want to throw myself infront of the next car that passes by me. I can't take this shit anymore.

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kianaaa
kianaaa
2013-02-06T02:25:01

Twenty-four ribs

There are 24 ribs that supposedly protect your heart from damage but I swear you know the precise location of each 4 cm gap, know how to nick the arteries and slip into my circulation, virtually...

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kianaaa
kianaaa
2013-02-06T01:52:18

You don't love me anymore

I'm still in love with your smile;. the way it explodes on your face. Creating fissures of dimples. It was a chain reaction. Because I always smiled too. I'm still in love with your voice.

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kianaaa
kianaaa
2013-02-03T00:39:50

I'm so tired

I'm so tired and unmotivated and life is so boring and pointless and i don't want to do anything with myself anymore.

6 3 22 words
kianaaa
kianaaa
2013-02-02T15:49:06

Untitled

I think there's a part of me that will always love him. I don't know how he became this important to me nor do I know why.

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kianaaa
kianaaa
2013-02-01T15:24:02

Explode.

sometimes my heart hurts so much it feels like it's going to explode. and on days like these,. I wish the sadness would stop consuming me. and that while my heart is exploding,. I would too.

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kianaaa
kianaaa
2013-02-01T00:01:35

I don't know what to call this

I feel like I'm not anyone's first choice. Neither their favourite. Even if people tell me I'm important to them or I mean a lot to them, I know there's always someone they prefer.

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