20 October 2012
Feeling the baby kick was one of the most strangest and beautiful experiences I've had. I look forward to the day I meet you, my child.
But for now, you appear only in dreams; my mind's cruel way of taunting me; reminding me of my constant self-rejection and inability to connect with others, not least of which, my better half; your father. For that I remain so very, very sorry.
Opuss № I