10 April 2012
He was sick. So sick. And finally decided to end his own life by jumping down from the 24th floor, and leave him behind.
He was sad. Heartbroken. Couldn’t move on for a long time. He acted like he was still with him everytime, all the time. People worried about him ofcourse, they met each other in their early 20s and were together for over 20 years, everyone knew how much he loved him. They worried if he would do something silly like him.
Just when they thought he couldn’t move on from that tragedy, he acted back to normal. He started eating healthy, started working out, stopped being drunk all the time. He worked hard and smiled to everyone, just like nothing had ever happened. All of these made people worring about him even more.
As time goes by, people started to realise more. He wore the perfume that he used to wear. He chose the milk brand which he used to love best. He used the words only he would use in the past. He even began to smoke just like what he used to do, though he hated smoking himself.
He turned himself into him.
Becoming you and carrying on living, be great and happy so you wouldn’t worry about me. I’m going on my life with yours too. You are living in my mind, in me, just like nothing ever happened.
This is my way of loving you.
Story Of Two Men • Opuss № I