9 March 2013
I miss you so very much Unable to contact you this sacrifice, is it too much? I learned so much from you. A soul mate my heart torn apart.
This sacrifice so necessary and had to be made. For sanity for peace and the future.
It's hard to bear, too much at times to feel lost forever. The anchor I found detached and now I'm floating free.
Time and currents will tell where I'll end up. But know my heart breaks for the pain I've caused. For the hurt I inflicted. The storm still rages tearing me up and paralysing me with fear.
Torn between moving forwards and forgetting the past. The next chapter awaits Unwritten, blank feels so unknown unfamiliar and dark.
Time to tear out the old pages. Tear them up and start again. Or at least store them safely never forgotten. Always grateful.
Torn • Opuss № I