5 November 2012
The shouting drifts up the stairs, I'm the only one left, awake. My siblings are completely oblivious, To the disagreements had every night.
I fumble for my iPod, Desperate to shut them off. With my loud rock music, blaring, In my ears to make me deaf.
I am left to myself, To think about my life. Then let out my emotion, Try'n' to blank tauntings of the knife.
I ignore the tears that fall, My mind goes blank and blurry. Then I grab my closest blade, And drag it through my skin very slowly.
The blood stains my sheets, The wounds bear no current pain. But I know they'll hurt in the morning, When I remember all over again.
I close my eyes and wonder, What I'm doing still alive. The shit and pain I'm constantly feeling, Surprised I haven't yet gone overdrive.
That's when I thought of you, You're my light that shines through rain. You're my reason to keep on going, To wade through all my pain.
No Light, I Thought • Opuss № I