25 January 2013
1 reason to live. 2 attempts at death. 3 shots of vodka. 4 long deep breaths. 5 tablets taken. 6 steps outside. 7 texts ignored. 8 minutes since no5. 9 tablets later. 10 missed calls. 11 minutes walking. 12 o'clock falls. 13 shots later. 14 reasons to die. 15 blinks before i sleep. 16 hours before i'm found. 17 days of moral rebound. 18 years of age i die.
A selfish fate, for here i lye.
18 numbers. 18 minutes of thought to put things into perspective. 18 reasons to live. Don't follow my footsteps. Cherish life and its surprises before its too late. Death doesn't solve anything. It merely makes it worse for others. Theres always help. Always.
~Larko
18 • Opuss № I