26 January 2013
A rustic world of anger. A trauma, far from slain.
I glance away from reality. And find myself in pain.
I write about being happy. I write about being sad.
Experiences from within. Both good as well as bad.
I find myself unbalanced, no routine towards my day.
I find my thoughts destructive, no clear path lights my way.
One day elation whispers. The next depressions call.
An upside down existance. Yet every night i fall.
A smile lined with sadness. A smile bright with joy.
I need to find a purpose, i need to find myself. I need to find the positives. To save my mental health.
In a world so cursed with darkness, a single light a stray.
A smile, a laugh, a memory. To get me through the day.
While my mind is filled with negatives, a burning ray shines through.
The hope for a better future, the hope for something new.
A purpose good and true.
~Larko
Unbalanced • Opuss № I