maybe i just want to be different.
my father used to say ignore what they say about you and i listened but he didnt tell me that listening is hard taking everything and keeping it locked up deep inside your heart.
he forgets you when you need him. you carve a F for forgotten. you get insulted so much you forget all the names you've been called. you carve a U for your favorite insult, useless.
This far in life you could say i've lost myself. It doesn't make sense who i am - i can almost forget who brought me here. the lies that it started with.
Their bodies are scorched by uncontrollable flames. Houses have vanished. The goverment is to blame. Children are crying. There's no parents around. Death slowly swallows the ones who aren't found.
you said we'd keep in touch i said i'll try even though i know i know we'll fade away. because you've never cared before and i don't think you really care now.
i wish i could go to the hospital and people would care maybe i'd be happy there..
if you remembered me, you would miss me. i don't mean remember the thought of me. i mean the memories we made. the small town adventures and the all-nighters.
i'm okay but i've never felt this pain but it feels good the danger haunts my head and satisfies my heart.
you might forget last summer but i wont ever let you forget me..
their words will break me little whispers in my head please let the blade work.