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Every emotion is beautiful..
19, aspiring to be a radio presenter.
Every emotion is beautiful..
I'm broken and I need someone to fix me..
there's a beauty in sadness.
need to turn off my head.
golden.
feeling worthless is the worst feeling to feel or unwanted like if you disappeared no one would notice.
life's really cruel,.
the thing is, no one gives a fuck about you, you have to find someone who does..
I don't feel special at all,.
I want to feel like just I'm just enough.
People are so hard to understand. I try to understand, then I get angry because I can't. People are so fucking confusing.
no one actually cares.
I wonder what life will throw at me.
you can't help where your mind goes..
I wish I wasn't as curious as I am to find answers to my numerous questions. Why can't I just live my life like everybody else and be unaware..
it would be interesting to do an ouija board and to get advice if the dead and see their perspective of life. it would open many doors to my curiosities.
bury my head under the sand and wait for it to all blow over..
I recon when you die, your soul goes to find a new home..
your body is a shell where you soul lives..
every teardrop is a waterfall.
don't do anything until you have to do it ~ Karl Pilkington.
so many people in my life that are shitty people. bye bye you bunch of cunts get outta here betch.
My biggest regret would be not doing something because I didn't think I was good enough. fuck that. do it anyway. yolo.
I feel invisible.
mun·dane/ˌmənˈdān/ Adjective: ~Lacking interest or excitement; dull. ~Of this earthly world rather than a heavenly or spiritual one..
what do you hate in your life today. change it. then tomorrow will be better..
when someone's dies they come back as someone else, and you might meet that dead person someday and you might think to yourself, I really like that person and I don't know why. I like that.
everything changes. accept it.
enjoy it.
battlefield.
the very essence of romance is uncertainty ~Oscar Wilde.
you can't hide from the hearse ride.
I deactivated Facebook thank fuck for that privacy!.
is it becoming cool to be lifeless?.
the masses are kept in the dark.
uncomfortable skin.
you could go out in the morning and by lunch time everything could change.
when your on your deathbed the only things you'll be realising is that you are loved and you are not alone..
drinking beer by the river with some best friends and I noticed there was thousands of bugs flying in one direction. they were all diving into the water killing themselves.
forget everything that isn't here and now.
I want someone to make me tremble.
why do our taste buds change?.
if what happens in life is connected in some way or another or is it random.
I've found out im really no one..
the word blip reminds me of a heartbeat and the amount of time we spend on this earth compared to the earths lifetime.
Paris Brussels Bruges Amsterdam and Prague is going to be interesting. can't wait to explore not just these places but myself.
moments family love discovery journeys.
for the rest of my life. moving to birmingham in 3 months. meeting people who with change me and my life and my paths. it's a massive adventure..
I feel like I've learnt so much in the past 12 months and I'm going to learn so much more, not just about myself but about life and other people. I love to think and learn about things..
I love to think.
what does it feel like to feel alive?.
pulling up on the drive and seeing my dads van out of the garage and feeling that rush of excitement to see my dad. then that dreadful sinking feeling when reality hits you.
how fragile everything is..
I do love thinking.
existing. what even is that.
being high. it's where my brain performs it best. I have the best thoughts..
the fact that we don know what's coming next.
it's annoying that I'm trying to find someone as good as you were and I'm scared I'll never find that person..
are you in love with writing or in love with the idea being a writer..
a lot.
I will never forget that day or that numbness. I will never forget that feeling of helpless or that stillness. I will never forget that grief and that peacefulness I will never forget that day.
we walk into different rooms and as we decide which to go into the lights in the room we've left behind us stay behind and the doors lock. there's no going back..
i don't want to give an introduction about me because that gives something for people to judge me on. just read and think..
we have no idea where we're going. life is a big adventure..
my double bed makes me feel extra lonely. empty.
paths down my face. they rush to my chin. deep breath. stop holding it all in..
I really hate that sinking feeling you get. My thoughts aren't being kind.