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TAKEN <3..
I write how I feel and if you don't like me, dont hate. I'm not a happy person. Abused, cutter. Trying thebutterflyproject
TAKEN <3..
Chris changed his mind again. He's going to ask me out on Monday, and I think I'm gonna say yes. I hung out with him for the first time out of school, and he was really sweet.
Biggest mistake I've made so far. Falling for you..
So Chris told me yesterday that he was thinking about asking me out. He asked me what I would say, and I said I didn't know. Cause I didn't. But after texting him today, I realized, I want to say YES.
I wish I could be one of those happy people. Where in their lives, there is always a happy ending. My friend told me this once; "you gotta go through hell to get to heaven".
I hate my family so much. I cant wait for when I'm 18 and I can move out..
And my sisters to busy fucking her boyfriend to take me and get a new phone. Talking to my friends is the only thing that gets me through this depression and stops me from cutting.
Tyler saw my cuts. He's so mad at me. I hate myself. Why do I always bring pain to the people I care about. I want to be punished ...
I started the butterfly project on 4/15/12, and I've already relapsed. I just couldnt take the pain. Why am I such a failure.
Nothing ever goes right in my life ... Not even the smallest things..
8th grade. Supposed to be the most memorable year of my life so far. And it is. But not for good reasons. It all started when my parents legalized their divorce.
Everybody's waitin for you to break down, everybody's watching, to see the fall out..
I love sleep, because my life tends to fall apart when I'm awake..