13 August 2012

I know your secret, You killed Hev, And she ran away, Two traumas in the space of a few days, Now everyone wonders why I can't think straight, Why I can't hold a wine glass without dropping it, Why I'm so quiet.

How can I speak when I know what my brother did? How can I tell Jean? Everything I know.

It's all too hard to focus, All too hard to visualize, I just don't know how I simply am getting by...

I can think what I think. But I can't speak what I think.

*inspired by Eastenders

lonelynutmeg98Can't Speak What I Think • Opuss № I