Lost Love In The Night

I wake up in the morning full of regret .

Why did she say them things why would she hurt me that much .

She promised she would always be there .

Yet here I lay alone once again .

My heart burning the passion to much to hold in .

My pillow alive with dreams of her .

I walk down steers to a cold living room .

The smell of her perfume still in the hair .

Like rosés in the spring her picture on the wall .

O' how happy we was our hearts was one .

Our dreams was the same we wanted the same things .

Yes she was the one she was my fire .

Now I am Ice cold as the winter breeze .

No were left to turn .

How long has she been with him how long has her heart loved him .

Just that fort starts the tears over again falling on the picture frame .

My eyes lost in memories .... I struggle to bring my self back around

Still the fort of him lingers. In my head

Who? Is he how did they meet I grip a whiskey bottle in a daze

Is it to early for that I slowly take of the cork just the smell is to much

my body is crying no yet I just empty it

It hits me is this what it's come to? Have I falling so low

Drunk with the desire to kill am I really using the world kill

My heart try's to talk me out of it

Yet I'm in my dads old tool box looking for that gun

Wow do I have the guts maybe maybe not

My hands running through the tools

We're can it be I'm sure I seen it last time I was looking in here

Yes it's here I got the answer as I hold it

Looking at it I feel so strong so Manley

It has free bolletts I push it Down my belt line

The fort comes to me were can they be?

I find some more whiskey as I look for the car keys

As I walk outside its raining really bad

To we're should I go to look? Her place maybe

I get there in good time as I jumped all the traffic lights

I look through the window and they are both there

She has a open fire they are both just looking at one and other

At first I think il just run in and start shouting

Hhaa just the idea of it can i really use this gun

Could me the never hurt any one in my life kill them

I shake my head pull your self together

I look more and more I see her smile that smile that worms my heart

I tell my self I can't do this she looks so happy

He has not let go of her hand all the time I have been here

Dos he love her more then me?

I just turn around I leave the car

I head to the leak just a mile or so from her place

Walking in the rain so many forts

Is she happy maybe he's better for her

Thunder lashing the sky rain dripping from my face

I send her a text on my phone

Saying that I'm happy for her and I want the best for them

I put the gun to my head and say the last words that was in my head

LOST LOVE IN THE NIGHT

The end by Luke lee England. Chester .