9 October 2012
sat down thinking how? he said he loved me,me why? she is fat, shes a cow, he makes up excuses*sigh*
he looks me in the eye, tells me he wants to marry me. i break down and cry, its not all that easy you see.
he tells me straight, just what i want to hear. "there's no other i want to date" "i want you my dear"
i am his darling, the one on his arm. no other for him, i need to disarm.
we have plans for the next years, move in, have babies. no more crying no more tears, no more how? why? maybes.
i look in his eye, perfect in every way. so why does a bit of me die? not long just take it by the day.
is it true? or should i beleive him? me and him what to do? my hearts suddenly dim.
one more chance, they could be lies. if he even has a glance, i'll be saying my byes.
i love him i do, i don't beleive what i've seen. do the others love him too? maybe they are his past of what's been.
Opuss № I