14 February 2013
Koala Bear,
I don't really know how to tell you how I feel, so I'll write it. Sorry that I can't say it to your face but it's hard. I know it seems silly but I'm trying. I'm trying to be my best, but I'm not. I'm sorry that I talk about other guys. Sorry that I'm mean to you and tell you to go away and to shut up. Just don't take it that way. I'm only saying that because I can't tell you how I really feel, I just can explain it. I feel really bad when I make you upset. I'll try to work on being nicer and more positive. But I do love you, more than anything. You always make my day by smiling. I love your braces! I'm always a little nervous around you and I don't know why. You have a beautiful heart and you made mine a little brighter. I can't look at you without smiling or forgetting what I have to say. I always zone out when I think of you, even when you're sitting right next to me. You make me laugh at the darkest times, and you make me cry at the happiest times, but in a good way. I can write poems and letters about how I feel about you but one of them could add up to how I really feel. I've never loved anyone like I love you, and it amazes me what love can do. I find myself smiling when I'm usually crying. Even though I may seem a little dark on the inside, you have made me the happiest I've ever been. You're everything and more than I ever wanted and I would be a fool to let you run out of my life. You've helped me see the bright side and sometimes the dirty side, if you know what I mean. Other guys can make me laugh but when you make me laugh, my heart seems to laugh too. I want to forget my bad memories to make room for the good ones that we'll make together. I want to grow old with you and die in love. So please dont leave me, i wont be able to take it. I know i would break if yiu werent there to keep me together. I know i would fall if you werent there to catch me. Youre always there when i turn around, when i fall, or when i break. You put my pieces together and hold me tight, so tight that i feel like i will never break again. And i wont as long as im with you. There's so many things that I'm forgetting to say but I hope you get the message that we were meant for each other and I'm yours forever. Happy Valentines Day! I love you!
-Mackenzie
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