14 February 2013
Half Black
Why do you hurt me? On the inside What did I do? You're hurting my mind You'll never know How much I cry I was 8 years old When I started to die You yelled at me But it wasn't my fault You screamed at me Stuck me in a vault A vault called my room That I stayed in everyday Avoiding life As it all faded away Now I'm older And so much hate has grew But hate doesn't help So I'll forgive you So many dark nights I cried by myself With no one to save me I had no help So many scars I have For what you did to me They're not visible Only the mind can see I only ask why Why you hate And why you lie Why you fake And why I sigh, I'm tired of this! Let me go! I want to be free From this fucking hell hole! I'm sorry for my language And I'm sorry for my wrong But what can you expect? From a child with no song I'm ill on the inside My heart is crumbling Into tiny crumbs That you step on Breaking me But I'm not broken When I'm in love He keeps me alive In my world of black My world is still black But only half Every kiss heals me And I'm not going back
Poetry By Mackenzie • Opuss № I