29 November 2012
Hey people of the world! I'm watching big bang theory. It's funny! Penny's dressed up as Wonder Woman and showing..... Cleavage, it's just like WTF?! Have D.T homework but really can't be bothered to do it :( You know that feeling when your sitting in class and you see something really normal but amazing out side. You stare out the window like. "Wow! Look at that" until the teacher clears her throat so you look around and she's just like, "Well Daisy?" I really want to say, "I'm just watching these fascinating birds fighting over some bread." bug I know I can't so I just stare back at her until she gives up and asks someone else. Didn't see Harry today :'( I need a pee. Be right back ok? Ok back now sorry, Dad got talking about highlighters :/ I'm wearing my onzie so I got that feeling. "Shit. I need to pee but I can't because I have my onzie on." You have to do that funny dance to get it off then after a few secs put it on! I designed these things today. CHOCOLATE DIGESTIVES! I know you'll be thinking but they exist. Well I got a normal biscuit then spread loads of nutella on it then put another biscuit on it! Then I put them in the fridge so then the chocolate goes all nice and cold :D My amazing little Labrador (Magic or Moo mar) is scared of loud noises so she won't go over the field with my parents but today I tried to take her an she was fine with me! We had a great time, I down the hill on my buttocks. Buttocks :') My fingers are really cold and keep stopping and starting like rusty cogs! I'm finding it really hard to type so I'm gonna warm up for a bit. 19:43
Ok back now it's 20:20! Wow times flys. Just chased Magic round the lounge, then she sat on me! Hehe. Mum is having a curry at her friends house in Bristol. Her friend is my boyfriends mum lol! It's weird with me and Josh because we hardly ever speak I mean sure we have something between us that always brings us back together but to be honest with you. I don't know if I love him... As a friend sure he's one of my closest friends ever but I don't know more than friend wise.... I would break up with him but I don't want to hurt his feelings for the second time! :( help me out guys. Because I don't mind being single, I know no boy will ask me out because well... I'm me. 'Pieces of what? We used to call home.' Listening to MGMT pieces of what. Tomorrow I'm going up to Birmingham because on Monday Grandad's having his operation to see if his bladder cancer is serious, I just prey that it's not. In a way I feel like I'm gonna make it worse because when I think that he might... You know. I just have a major breakdown. I spent to nights crying by myself, I suffer in silence don't like people to be around me if I cry or am upset.
On a slightly more happier subject! You know Harry Dad's student? I really wish he would realise me, I always sort of smile goofily at him. I think he thinks that I'm a bit awkward talking to because I'm his teacher daughter. I know this is sooo sooo sooo typical of a teenage girly girl (WHICH IM NOT! Big tomboy here!) but I just wish that he would fall in love with me and become my true love! (^з^)-☆
Anyway I think I've babbled on about my troubles enough now!
Bye guys 'till next time! Daisy. xx
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