16 December 2012
Well Dad's gone to Birmingham. The doctors have realised that they've taken too much of the bladder out, trying to get rid of the cancer. Now the wound won't close so it's a open wound. He has to stay in hospital for a few days I think. Dad's just phoned Ian (his brother in B-Ham) and told him that he's going to stay until Monday with Grandma. Ian said that they don't need him, Grandma's staying with him then going home when she feel tired! Dad's all like: No I need to go up! They need me! They don't always need you Dad! This is supposed to be our family week. As it's my birthday soon, they have surprises for me. But dad of course has to ruin it! Thanks a lot Dad. He said to me, I need to go up because of myself!
Why don't you try not thinking of yourself for a change huh? They clearly don't want you up there making it a hassle for Grandma! They can fucking cope without you! I said to Dad last we when it was raining and we had to walk to the bus: There are people much worse of than us.
Meaning all the homeless people, all the people in Africa dying helplessly. The list could go on if you stop and think. His reply really made me realise how selfish people can be sometimes.
"Oh yeah? Like who?" how could he of said that?
Sometimes we just have to stop thinking of ourselves and think of the people around us. I know he's only going up for the greater good and stuff. But he's just gonna make it worse for Grandma having to look after him.
Selfishness is a sin, and I hate to say it. But lately Dad's being extremely selfish.
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