17 August 2012
-4 days later- Josh said I could stay with him again and I was glad at this. When I got there the clan practically jumped on me asking if I was ok, and what happened. Ian bear hugged me for a while I gave him a weak hug back, "god Daisy, your not looking to good" said Ian looking at my pale hollow face "well I wasn't exactly working out was I?" "hmm" I walked up to my room, the bed was messy and it had all of Josh's clothes placed randomly on the floor, "umm yeah, I've been staying in here since..." Josh said looking down and not saying when I broke up with him "it's ok you can stay in there." "no i'll tidy it. But I was getting used to the huge bed!" he said chuckling. He went to tidy up but I stopped him and lay on the bed, I looked at the ceiling it had little white stars dotted around the room like it was the sky, Josh came and lay next to me I twisted my hand so that his was tightly grasped in mine, "what happened to Hannah?" I asked, shit I shouldn't of said that "I forgot about her" he said plainly "oh, how did you meet her?" "I was drunk and she was in the same bar as me, I gave her my number and it went to far" she said with a angry look on his face, I knew it wasn't directed to me though "I'm glad your here" I said tracing my finger along the out line of his jawbone "when you where gone, I felt like I was only half alive." "hmm same, Daisy your my life and I'm never gonna let you go again" "good I'm not going anywhere then" I rolled over into my side so I was looking out the window. I could see the sea miles away, I frowned why did I do it? Just as I was getting back up, Josh pulled me back down next to him, I laughed I kept trying to get back up but I was failing badly. I turned to face Josh, "you know your beautiful" I said looking into his deep brown eyes, his face was perfect, his archers bow shaped lips and tanned skin. His hair flopped over his eyes, I pushed it away and kissed him softly on the forehead. He pulled my body to his, I could feel my heart beat getting faster as he placed his hand against it, "Daisy, your the beautiful one, I've practically died everyday waiting for you to come back." "I love you, I always have even as kids I thought you where perfect" I cut off his next sentence by kissing him, he wrapped his arms around my fragile body. We were locked together I never wanted it to end. I placed my head on his chest, I could hear his heart beating faster, "don't be afraid" I said not knowing why "why would I be? I have you back" I laughed at him, this was such a cheesy moment but I liked it. I had my angel back where he should be, with me.
-Josh- I had my angel back and I was never going to let her go.
Maybe Love Isn't At First Sight Pt12 • Opuss № I