Sleeplessness

Sleeplessness leaves me in thought
After every weary day;
The friendship that I so long sought
Has drifted far away.
As the awful doubts leave me distraught,
I in my solitude lay
Just wishing for something that's not
While demons come to play.

I messed up, and I know that now;
I'm sorry, can't you see?
I'm alone and falling apart right now;
Why do you do this to me?
I suppose my behavior did allow
this situation to be;
But I need you at this time to allow
My restless mind to flee.

Take me away to a beautiful place
Where there'll be no more pain;
'Cause with only my memory of your face,
I'm afraid my life is in vain.