28 October 2012
Dear friend,
Before you read this letter, take a note that I do not mean any insult by writing it. I am merely writing it as a result of my frustration.
What I would like to say but am unable to declare to you is that you bring me an emotional headache. You are so changeful, moody, and abrupt. I haven't met anyone who refuses to get close enough to one friend and would rather change feelings of intimacy and trust from one 'friend' to another according to their mood. I dislike that very much: One day you act like I am your best friend...sister even, and another day you treat me like an ultimate stranger. I never said that but I am tired of this behavior and your unexpected mood swings. What should I do with you?
As a Christian, I suppose that I have got to just swallow it and be silent. As a person, and knowing that this is the mere obligation of a true friend, I know that I have to bear this kind of behavior from you for 2 reasons: 1) it is after all your nature, and none of us can help our nature; 2) you have lost your dad when you were a child and this must have made you the kind of person you are; and 3) you do not criticize my actions.
Therefore, you have my full and free forgiveness, but I can never regard you as my best friend.
Love always,
Mariam
A Letter Of Frustration • Opuss № I