30 October 2012
Every now and then, I stop myself from being in rage and anger. I cannot be angry from anyone, especially those who have not learned the same lessons I have. After all, my teacher is the Greatest Teacher of all; it is God! He gave me the ability to learn, and He gave my heart patience and the ability to forgive.
He has indeed answered my demand for wisdom. Strange... At the time when I prayed for it, I thought that He would transform me into someone like Solomon! But, no.... I have received wisdom the hard way! I thank God that He made me receptive and responsive. I suppose that if He hadn't transformed my character and my heart, I would have never been unable to learn or remember anything.
After stopping to think for a moment, I decided that I am grateful for my faith. Because of this faith, I can let go of rage and anger and find joy every now and then in little things. Because of this faith, I convict no one and I blame no one. Because of this faith, I give my full and free forgiveness to those who hurt me before and also those keep hurting me.
On the other hand, despite this offer, and despite such forgiveness, I have no trust for any human....none. I only trust in God... In Christ alone!
Full And Free Forgiveness • Opuss № I