RPGer, world-traveler, amateur photographer, and food enthusiast.
Forcing yourself to lose interest, to forget emotions, to detach yourself from memories you've dearly held on to for a long period of time. . ..
As a scientist, I would love to experiment on myself. Time exposed to you would be the independent variable and my sanity would be the dependent variable..
I slumber as the sun rises and rise during sunset. My quiet nights are plagued by thoughts of you that keeps me awake until the city awakens..
There is always one song that could bring me to tears. Ironically, it's also my favorite song. I listen to it on repeat whenever I feel down. I find it soothing and it comforts my soul.
You made me feel special and when you took that feeling away, I just felt so alone. Life didn't matter anymore, anything could happen and it was alright.
Finally home after three weeks of traveling. I miss this feeling of comfort and familiarity..
In London now, probably won't be updating as much until Monday. Too many things to do and friends to catch up with. Have a great weekend everyone!.
Paranoia drives some to great heights..
Hello Burgundy. It's slightly cold here but everything is looking good. The rooms are gorgeous and everyone have settled in. Now hopefully tonight's dinner will be good.
Now off to Burgundy. Will continue posting once I get wifi at the next hotel. xx.
Have you ever felt so lonely till you wish to stay in bed all day in the dark just so you don't have to face the day alone. After months of that, I never want to feel that miserable again.
Off to continue the road trip to Paris. Again, I pray for free wifi at the next hotel. After months of in and out traveling, I can proudly say I am DEFINITELY a city girl.
Frankly, I don't care how my wedding will be. Extravagant, simple, whatever. My future husband can plan it how he sees fit, or my mother can plan it to her liking as long as it does not end a...
No matter how sad I am, or how bad my day was, being surrounded by family always lifts my mood..
Falling for someone is always a mind-boggling situation. Especially if the other party doesn't reciprocate your feelings. What can you do. What should you do. What will you do.
Finally in Roanne. Thankfully, the hotel provides free wifi. Oh internet, how would I survive without you?.
The thrill of an 'epic win' can never be compared to anything IRL. The feel of immense adrenaline rush surging through your veins whilst being sucked in further and further into fantasy world..
Tomorrow begins my three-day trip from Sablet to Paris. My biggest fear would be the absence of free wifi.
It feels like you're squeezing my heart dry..
The perfect game will take your breath away, challenge you to great heights, and leave you wanting more. Similar to sex, no?.
If we did not spend much time getting to know each other, I would not have fallen for you and we would still be friends..
It's amazing how my mind wanders back to you every now and then. Quite disturbing how attached I am to you..
Off to Avignon for a few hours. It's such a cold day and I wish I could snuggle warmly in bed with my iPad and watch a good anime series instead. Hopefully, the day will warm up enough for me..
Do you think emotions are for the weak?.
We truly live in a time of lost communication..
Frankly, I do miss you. A lot. But I force myself to ignore you or to be cold to you to avoid unwanted circumstances. But you probably already know that..
I guess we have come to an understanding of strictly not speaking to each other unless needed. Such a shame..
A simple yes or no would have been sufficient. Being neither here nor there almost drove me to the pits of insanity. Never leave anyone hanging, NEVER..
You would understand my actions if you understood my intentions..
So what if I have a broken heart. Personally, I feel much more emotionally absorbent with a broken heart than being perfectly happy. Ups and downs are always better than a flat line..
As to why I'm attracted to games, I guess it is because in games I don't feel a sense of failure irregardless if I actually do fail or not.
Reading fantasy novels and playing games such as World of Warcraft and Infinity Blade is my form of escapism. They pull me away from reality and into a better world..
Sadly, no matter how much you distract yourself, eventually you will still feel the pain..
I want to travel the world. May it be from the 7-star hotels in Italy to the slimiest swamps in the Amazons. I want to see them all!.
The wonders of make up can be quite. . . scary..
When in doubt, follow your mind not your heart. Logic dictates outcomes..
Why please someone who doesn't appreciate you?.