12 October 2012
Music so loud, so I can't hear my thoughts.
My thoughts are paranoid and filled with midnight darkness.
At the end of the day does anyone really care?
Notice if I'm missing or only half way there?
I may be here physically,
Not mentally or emotionally.
I'm far from this planet, lost under the surface.
In my own world trying to cope with the pain.. But it's not ever completely pushed away. It's carved in my brain.
Opuss № I